ice8tin

multiply..

2007-10-07T00:16:00.001+09:00

this blog of mine is actually not updated. obviously yes! hehehe. kindly click the link on the right side (look for multiply account) below for more updates. hmmm, my multiply account is more updated than this one. take care guys. i miss you all.ü

mwa.

toinks.
xoxo.

xtine.

6 days of no classes?!

2007-08-17T16:29:00.000+09:00

daaarn it!.. 6 days of no classes?! it feels like hell here at home. im stuck infront of my p.c. and hell yeah!, all i do is to check my friendster account, update my blogspot, fix my photobucket and ofcourse post something on my one and only multiply.. haii! never ending routine: sleep, wake up, eat, computer, eat, text, eat, computer.. and the cycle goes on. nak ng tokwa!.. kalokohan na toh. sana may pasok na lang. it's soo damn booring here at home. pero buti na lang binubuhay pa ko ng computer ko. LoL. hahaha.ü its like 24 hours open yung yahoo messenger ko. so if you're reading my blog. add mo na lang ako sa y.m.

yahoo i.d: ice8tin

ayan! very good! apir! haii. gusto ko magdota, wala naman akong kalaro, and besides its raining, di naman ako pwede lumabas. super typhoon nga daw eh. takteng PAGASA yan. nung thursday hindi naman umulan, pero sinuspend nila yung classes. hindi na sila tumama! (wika nga ni jic.ü) kaya kung hindi mag-internet ang inaatupag ko.. pagtetext naman. haha! damnright!.. kung anu-ano ginagawa just to fight boredom. okay na rin na walang classes ngayon dahil supposed to be, i'll have my reading report in Filipino. may report nga ako, hindi ko naman maintindihan yung pinagsusulat ko. joke. i mean, hindi ko ma-express in whole thoughts yung naintindihan ko dun sa binasa ko. dalawa pa naman kaming magrereport. kami ang malas na napili. ayan tuloy,. kami lang mag assigment dun. haiinako. ang tamang gawin ko na lang ay mag chillax dito sa bahay. gusto pa naman kaming papuntahin ni kuya jay dun sa don antonio, gusto niya kasi na tulungan ko si ate arlene na magtinda sa store. tas si ate ning na kasama sa bahay, maglilinis ng room ni dad at ng bahay nila. ehh, ayoko naman dun kasi lagi ako napapagod kapag nandun ako. dinaig ko pa naglaro ng soccer. lalaki binti ko dun. hindi ko ata mapapainit yung upuan ko kapag nandun ako eh. LoL.

sa mga friends kong may birthday this month of August, HAPPY BEERDAY sainyo, este BIRTHDAY pala. namely:
Paolo Simborio - August 19
Justine Sebastian - August 30
at sa dearest brother ko..
si Rod Ocampo - August 25.

nux! love na love ang mga friends at si brother dear.ü hahaha.

**kung may nakalimutan man akong i-greet na friend ko. sorry po. basta ilalagay ko na lang sa reminder. wag ka na po magtampo kung isa ka sa nakalimutan ko. peace.ü

sana mabasa nila toh ng matuwa naman sila.. LoL. haii. this is the effect of boredom! naprapraning na. Pao: kahit na di ako makapunta sa beerday mo. isipin mo na lang andun ako. nyak! Basti: Men! and tanda mo na. LoL. paguwi mo dito sa pinas. celebrate ulit ha? haha. Rod: Kuya! nak ng tokwa ka. ikaw pinaka matanda sa lahat ng ginreet ko. hahaha. miss ko na kayo ni mommy. ingat dyan sa states. haha. =P

imma.bouce

-tinoinx-
.xoxo.

dota.ü

2007-08-02T22:35:00.000+09:00

waaah! im nagiging adik na ko sa dota. haha. daaaaamn noooo! sabi ko nuon, hindi ako maglalaro ng dota. kasi ubos pera, hindi ako marunong maglaro talaga (don't know how to equipped the hero), at hindi ko siya magugustuhan. but now, it turned out the other way.. kahit ubos pera, naglalaro parin ako. may nagtuturo sakin kaya, nalalaman ko kung pano lagyan ng gamit at kung ano yung important. at nagustuhan ko ang paglalaro ng dota! inaaa! hindi toh pwede. haha.ü

hero ko lagi si luna inverse "the slayer".. tinuturuan ako ni jhek2x. haha. classmate ko sa feu mga kalaro ko namely: jordan, jhek2x, ivan, hans, elsa, at minsan si joy din. adik din sila tulad ko. haii. pag ako bumagsak, isa lang dahilan. at yun ay ang DOTA. joke! hindi ko naman pinapabayaan yung studies ko eh. hindi pwedeng pabayaan, dahil papatayin ako ng mga magulang ko. tsaka kailangan mag-aral mabuti. nursing pa naman course ko. malapit pa namang dumating midterms. haii buhay. bakit ang bilis??? ampf.

malas ako sa 1st quiz ko sa computer. ampf talaga. topic is mail merge. ang dali dali nung topic pero inang yan! bagsak ako. malamang score ko 8/15. kasi may part dun na pinapa-arrange kung ano mau-una. eh mali na yung una ko. so for short, mali na lahat. ampf talaga. pero dibale, bumawi ako sa 2nd quiz namin. powerpoint. hehehe. grade ko nung prelim is 1.75, dapat sana 1.5 yun, eh hindi ako nakapag-pass nung compilation ng quizzes at lectures dahil wala akong clearbook. sayang talaga. haii. kailangan bumawi ako. para matuwa si mommy pag uwi niya. hehehe.

masaya ako ngayong gabi, dahil walang pasok ng 3 araw. badtrip nga lang kasi bukas may practice kami dito sa bahay ng dance for our p.e subject on monday. struggle buhay ko sa p.e na yan.. ako kasi gagawa nung class no. ehh, hindi ko naprint at nalaminate kahapon. ayun. galit si mam, pero sabi niya dapat daw sa monday gawa na. sympre naman gawa na yun. hehehe. talo nga pala feu sa gami nila ngayon. and i felt sad bout it.. huhu. (andrama! ampf)

miss ko na sila ni kuya at mommy. siguro halimaw na yung kapatid kong si rod dun. kain na lang ng kain. haii.. miss ko na din dad ko, halos 1 week na kaming di nagkikita. may inaasikaso kasi. waaah! haii buhay. magulooo..

sana maging.. "makulay ang buhay,.."

"... sa sinabawang gulay."ü

LoL. haha. 0_o

imma bounce. la pa ko tulog, 3hours lang.

.xtine.

168.ü

2007-07-29T14:23:00.000+09:00

just got home from 168. hahaha. aiun. andami kong napamili. damn! ang saya mag shopping. tawad dito-tawad dun. hahaha. i bought myself 1 blouse, 2 skinny jeans, 2 wristwatch, and a pair of doll shoes. waaah!

weeh!

i ♥ shopping!ü

me and my cousin ate arceley went their around 7:45 in the morning. onti pa lang tao kaya madali mamili. hehehe. umalis kami dun ng 12:30.. pagod. pero ang saya mamili. tsaka my tummy is already craving for food. i can only eat soft foods. kakagaling ko lang kasi sa dentist kahapon. sinikipan nung dentist ko. aiun.. ouch!.. haii. kagabi lang din nakapag grocery para dito sa bahay, at last! may pagkain na din dito.. taghirap kasi nung last week eh. haha! wala ka talagang makikitang food kapag nagugutom ka. haii. ang hirap kapag wala si mommy. namimiss ko na sila ni kuya rod. hope thier doin' good their.

imma bounce na. papahinga pa ko. uhh, mag-mememorize pa pala for chemistry. wish me goodluck sa quiz namin. waaah! tae.. common name, formula and chemical name. andami nun! sandamakmak na memorization nanaman.

take care guyz.

.xtine.

long exam in Chemistry

2007-07-10T22:11:00.000+09:00

waaah!.. andami naming exam! and take note it's a LONG exam. hmm, first exam is about chemistry. from the first discussion to the last discussion lahat yun included. hindi lang sinama ng prof namin yung quantum numbers. the duration of our exam is 1 hour 30 minutes. (9:00 - 10:30) haii. it feels like im still a 3rd year high school student in angelicum. hahaha.ü next LONG exam is our Chem. Laboratory. duration: supposed to be 2 hours. (2 hours kasi chem. lab. namin.) but it happened as 45 minutes. (11:30 -12:15) ang nangyari, mas mahirap pa yung chem. lab kaysa sa chemistry na naunang exam. haii. potaena! halos hinulaan ko lang yung mga sagot ko dun sa mga elements. kailangan kasi memorize mo yung oxidation numbers nung elements kung hindi, di mo masasagutan yung isang set ng questions. haii! noooooo!.. yari ako kapag below 60% grade ko. that can't happen!.. huwaaaat?! hahaha. pag-pray niyo na lang ako please. thanks.ü kalokang LONG EXAMS. tas ang haba pa ng break namin. our next class kasi is 3:00 pa. filipino then, sociology anthropology.. till 6:00 ang klase ko ngayong araw. inaaa! ang haba nung break ko kanina. wala akong ginawa kung hindi tumanganga sa catwalk ng feu at bilangin o tignan ang mga naglalakad. nakakahilo pa yung init nung after lunch. hmm, saya nung filipino namin.. ang kulit nung prof, gay kasi. eh crush niya yung isang classmate namin.. hahaha. late dumating yung crush nung prof namin.. alam niyo bang ginawa?, tae. hahaha.. bineso niyo kunyari yung prof namin. tong gay na prof namin f-na-f naman. hahaha.ü after our filipino, here comes the super boooring ever subject, sociology anthropology. ok naman ang subject eh.. its just that, it's our last subject. we're eager to go home, that's why we tend not to listen to our prof anymore. hahaha. ang mean ehh noh?! pero naaawa ako dun sa prof namin sa anthro.. she's old na. as in you can say that she's your grandma. hehe. pero she's soo nice to me. binigyan niya ko ng +5 points. ako kasi secretary ng class. inutusan niya ko isulat sa white board yung idi-dictate niya. aiun. hmm.. nag-quiz kami kanina dun. hindi nga ako nakapagreview nung break na mahaba eh. pero ayos naman. nakasagot ako kahit papano. 3 sets yung quiz. 1st, true or false. 2nd, multiple choice. 3rd, identification. hmm, sa identification ako pumalya.. haii. pero ayos lang.ü feeling ko naman di mababa sa 60% grade ko dun. our passing is 60%. kaya aiun. bahala na si Lord. hmm, kapagod. naabutan pa ko ng ulan kanina. at basang basa ako. damnright! haii. nagpa-photocopy pa kasi ako ng computer notes namin. lagi namang kasing pinapa photocopy ang notes dun. kaya aiun. ang mahal pa naman sa loob ng campus. 17 pages = 17 pesos! ginto!? eh sa labas. 17 pages = 10 pesos. oh diba?!.. hehehe. aiun. osha.. just wanna share what happened kanina.. aiun. haii., pray for me guyz. take care. Godbless.

much Love.

-xtine.14

TriPod date.

2007-07-08T01:33:00.000+09:00

haii. just got home from morato. waah! kapagod lumafang. inaaa! puro na lang lafang ginawa ko ngayong araw. huwaat?! baka lumobo ulit ako tulad nuon. Nooooo! hahaha. ;p first, i had dinner with my dearie tripod and eggy. we went to napoli at morato around 5:00 p.m, i really missed them a lot. lalo na si pia, my dearie sweetie twin sister. haii. :) super kwentuhan to the max. aang saya saya ng araw ko ngayon. isn't it obvious?! hahaha. we ordered new york style pizza and shrimp pasta. yummielicious!!!.. hahaha. sobrang lamig ngayong araw. don't know what thing popped out in our minds at naisipan naming mag-chill pa sa starbucks. hahaha! aiun. till 7:30 andun kami sa starbucks. then after that, hinatid na namin sa bahay si pia. we even borrowed some of her dvd.. hahah! i borrowed her laguna beach. weeeh! sarap ulitin. hahaha. :) tas after nun, ako naman hinatid nila. i even forgot my cellphone at eggy's car sa sobrang happiness at busog. haha! ;p uhh, so they went back para ihatid yung phone ko na naiwan. aiun.

after an hour.

kuya conrad called me. pinapapunta naman ako sa tempura, morato. waah! lafang nanaman!? whoa?! lolobo na nga talaga ako ulit nito. nag taxi ako papunta. i left my y.m open. haii. super busooog talaga ako. anlaki ng tummy ko. waaah! hehehe. bukas diet mode na ulit. hmmm. :) tinake out pa yung natirang tempura. di na kasi maubos eh. after eating dinner with them, hinatid na ko ni kuya sa house. tas he's planning to watch transformers with his girlfriend and me. mga afternoon daw. sabi ko sige po. ahehehe. makakanuod na din ako ng movie ulit sa wakas sa cinema house. tae! tagal ko ng di nakakapag watch ng movie sa cinema house. dahil siguro sa taghirap ako nuon?! at wala akong kasama manuod?!.. hahaha. aiun. sana matuloy ang panunuod namin ng transformers tomorrow. so excited 'bout it.

supposed to be.. may overnight dito sa house namin. mga highschool tropa ko, until now.. tropa ko pa din. ehh kaso, mga marami atang gagawin. at yung iba di pinayagan. kaya aiun. di natuloy. sayang. yun pa naman sana yung magiging celebration ng birthday ko. kasi nga diba, nothing special rather meaning na nangyari nung birthday ko.. haii. ah tae. tama na pagiging bitter. hahaha. ;p basta dapat lagi happy. basta happy, may energy! LoL.ü

that's it for today.

*sign.out.

damn right!..

2007-07-07T02:31:00.000+09:00

don't let me know that you're fooling me. just don't let me..

07-02-07 My birthday. a not soooo happy birthday. everything seems to be in their wrong place. when i got home from s.m north edsa with my hubbie. plakda ako agad sa bed. im not feeling well that night. may paltos pa yung paa ko because of my shoes, worst is, dumudugo pa yung paltos ko. antas kasi ng heels. though kasama ko hubbie ko, it doesn't mean na im not happy. syempre, im happy.. hello?! sino bang hindi sasaya diba? iba lang talaga yung feeling. mom and kuya rod went to new york already. this is my first ever birthday without them. actually, i don't feel special on my birthday. it feels like its just an ordinary day. we didn't even ate dinner outside (we usually eat dinner outside everytime there's an occasion like birthday or whatsoever.), dad arrived home late. haii. i was crying before i fall asleep in my kuya rod's bed. since him and mom were in n.y already, i sleep in kuya's bed.. haii. i missin' them badly. hope they'll come home soon. i love you mom and kuya. ='(

07-04-07 i don't have any class today. but we have our nstp orientation from 12:30 to 5:00. i have no choice but to attend. i need to have my attendance checked, or else i might fail in my nstp subject. thought it only have 2 units.. its still important. sayang ang pera! after nstp. carla and i went to mcdo morayta to meet jec, carly, chard, mai and therese. hmm, hindi ko man nga lang sila nilibre ng mcdo eh. wala talaga akong money. when i got home.. as usual tired. hmm.. plakda agad sa kama..

07-05-07 this is the most fuckin' day ever of my life. me and bry had a big damn fuckin' fight! inaaaa!... i don't wanna tell the whole story. ang haba eh. taena. its just becuase i accused him that he still smokes (its bad for him kasi may ubo siya at bawal naman talaga ang mag smoke diba?!). aiun! poof magic!.. yung heart necklace na binigay niya... i thought tinapon niya. yun pala tinago niya (bigay niya kasi sakin yun nung father's day sa may sto. domingo church). i treasure that necklace so much. tinulungan pa nga ako ng dad niya na maghanap nung necklace eh. waah! ='( iyak na tlga ako ng iyak nun. nagawa pa nga niya akong sigawan sa street eh. inaaa! hiyang hiya ako nun.. hindi ko maisip na gagawin niya yun. inaaa! pero nagsorry pa din ako. fault ko tlga eh. kasi napalakas yung boses ko nung i-naccuse ko siyang nagyoyosi pasiya, kahit hindi narin naman daw talaga. sinuntok ko yung pader. kaya right now, nama-maga yung both hands ko. hainako. alam na rin niy kuya jay na kami ni bry this day. nung pauwi kasi ako akala ko nakita niya ko, hindi pala siya yun. ibang tao yun.. namalik mata lang ako. kasing tindig kasi ng kuya ko. kaya aiun. ako naman tong eng-eng, inamin ko na. kasi ayoko rin namang nagsisinungaling sakanila eh.. i've lost my brother's trust once.. at hindi na mauulit yun. ayokong mawala tiwala sakin ng kuya ko, dahil mahirap ibalik yun. mahirap. haii..

07-07-07 still, namamaga yung both hands ko. pero ok na kami ni hubbie. yun nga lang.. parang kung kailan kailangan ko siya to comfort me.. dun siya wala. i called him mga 12:55 a.m, si edward nakasagot ng cell niya. binigay sakanya, tas parang he's very eager to put down the phone. inaaa! wag mo lang papahuli sakin na may iba ka jan ha? alam ko wala namang iba. pero please don't fool me.. don't let me know that you're fooling me. tsktsktsk. i wish you know what your doing. sana nakakaramdam ka. makiramdam ka na lang kung hindi ka nakakaramdam.

7 x 2 = 14

14. akala ko pa naman, swerte ako for this day. hindi pala. damn right!

Mom and kuya Rod's flight to N.Y..

2007-07-01T23:57:00.000+09:00

aiun, mom and kuya rod left us already. ='(

punta na silang new york! (sana nga cubao lang eh.)

wala man lang sila sa birthday ko!.. samantalang, bukas na yung birthday ko! hindi man lang pina-sched ni mommy ng july 3. uhh, damn ryt! taena! hinatid naman sila sa airport around 7:45 p.m. nakarating kami mga 8:45, mga 9 na din. aiun. haii. ginreet ako ni mommy sa loob ng car. mga two time pa nga niya sinabi na "happy birthday baby.." awww. miss ko na sila agad. hmm, nasa back seat kasi ako. haii, kaya they won't notice na umiiyak ako. huhuhuhuh! pagdating dun, aiun.. as usual. hinug ko si mommy tsaka i kissed her, sabi niya ulit.. "happy birthday." tas si kuya rod, hinug ko. tae! first time kong i-hug utol kong yun!.. siya pa naman close ko. huhuhuh! wala na kong karamay dito. duh?! as if namang wala si daddy dito sa bahay at yung mga cousins ko. hmmm. iba pa rin syempre pag nandito sila. lalo na si mommy, ma-mimiss ko yung armalite niyang bibig! joke!.. haii. tahimik na tuloy ng bahay. si kuya rod pa naman madalas kong ka-kwentuhan. ='( and sad talaga. first time kong magbibirthday ng wala sila. haii..

='( ..i miss you!

huhuhuhuhuhu!

out na ko. i have to review pa for eco and computer!.. argh!

-xtine.14

falling asleep during phone conversations? & carly's visit..

2007-05-31T19:32:00.000+09:00

hmm.. woke up at around 11:30 a.m. asar nga eh. hmm, nakatulugan ko asawa ko nung 1 a.m sa phone. damn! ang sama ko. i don't want to sleep pa kasi.. i know he has a problem, ehh ayaw pa niya sabihin kasi ayaw niya na ma-mroblema ako. hmm. ehh, puro dead-air kami. walang nagsa-salita. asar nga eh. haii! i know there's something wrong. pero still, ayaw niya padin sabihin. tutulungan ko naman siya. guyz talaga oh.., kaya aiun. nakatulog ako sa room ko habang kausap ko siya. waaah! ang bad ko ba?! pero mga 2:00 p.m. nagising din siya. siguro nagpa-unlimited na din. hindi naman pala siya galit. i was so damn worried about him. baka kasi galit siya. ehhehe. i've consulted timmy and jojo about this thing. normal lang naman daw sa mga girls ang nakakatulog. would you believe that?.. na-ahhh! hindi noh! for me.. accident lang yun. hahaha. puro dead-air naman kasi. asar. kaya aiun. hehehe. ok naman kami and he's not mad. nakita na nga niya yung ginawa kong picture gallery ng rock you na i posted sa friendster account ko. nagustuhan naman niya. "astig!".. yan reaction niya. na-touch daw siya. naiyak nga daw ehh. hehehe. kaya aiun..

i love you hubbie and i miss you so much!

carly decided to drop-by sa house. kasi orientation nila sa uerm. eh on the way sa uermm, madadaanan mo na yung house namin. hmm, dito na rin siya nga lunch. hehe. namiss ko pare ko ah. hmm.. aiun. chit-chatting and stuffs. kwentuhan galore bout our hubbies and other friends.. na-miss ko talaga pare ko. nami-miss ko na rin utol kong si pia.. hmm, umalis din siya mga 4. puntang s.m. ehehhe. magkikita sila dun ng hubbie niya. LoL. aiun.

i miss all my friends.. soo much!

laguna.. outing. FUN!

2007-05-26T21:08:00.000+09:00

we had our outing at laguna last thursday (may 24-25).. overnight po kasi. hehe. nagkita-kita sa mcdo quezon ave. sabi nila 4:00 a.m. dapat andun na daw. ehh kaming 4 nga nila carla, carlo, ako at si bry ang unang dumating. hehehe. ingahan daw ni carly ang pag announce nung time, kasi alam nilang maraming mala-late. hehehe. at totoo nga. maraming late. late din yung isang transpo. hehehe. pero ayos lang. nagkita kita na lang kami sa gasoline station. dun na rin kami nagbreakfast dahil kumukulo na mga tiyan namin. whahaha! =D we arrived sa "private pool house" o whatever you call it. mga 7:30 na rin or 7:45.. maganda yung place. may pool! (malamang! hahaha) tas may billiard pool, at may videoke. hahaha. steg! "perpek" nga pang-inuman.. wika ni j.r. hehehe. =D aiun. kasama ko asawa ko. hindi nga kami nakapag-swimming kasi nilagnat ako. tsaka nakatulog kami. wala kasi kaming tulog eh. hmm. plakda kami eh. as in 24 hours na ata kaming natutulog. hahaha. aiun. medyo ginutom din kami, kasi hindi kami masyadong kumain.. pero masaya naman. hehehe. =D sana maulit ulit yon.

i want you to be happy in-love with me..

2007-05-21T22:27:00.000+09:00

at last!.. ok na kami ng asawa ko.. bati na kami. =D

grabeh kagabi. i really cried a lot. haii. only my cousin deo knows why. hmm, naka-online kasi siya the night i was crying. and he knows the whole story. thanks to him. haii. ang gulo ng mga pangyayari kagabi. i don't even know where to start the story para maintindihan ni cuz. aiun. napaintindi ko naman sakanya. basta nagkaroon kami ng arguement ng asawa ko. haii. at worst, hindi ko pa alam kung ano problema. hirap nun diba? hindi ko alam kung bakit siya nagagalit. ayaw niya kasi sabihin sakin kung ano ikinagagalit niya. dapat daw kasi, alam ko kasi ako daw gumawa nun. duh?! hindi ko nga matandaan na may nagawa akong masama or di niya nagustuhan. hindi naman ako Diyos para malaman ang lahat ehh. pero it's a part of my yesterday and past. ok na yun. basta bati na kami ng asawa ko. hmm,.. takot lang din siya na mawala ako. at ganun din naman ako sakanya. "we've only just begun.." hehehe. kanta ka na lang tin. syempre halos,.. uhmm.. kaka-start pa lang ng relationship namin. onting adjustments. hmm. i know we'll get through this hardship. lilipas din ang lahat ng problema. sabi nga niya, walang problemang di natatapos at di nasu-solusyonan. hehehe.

i love you mahal ko. -asawa mo.

scared, hurt, confused, sad..

2007-05-19T19:56:00.000+09:00

yesterday, me and my brother rod had our grad party here at our house. i fetched carly, eggy, pia, ja, lojs and daryl at burps (store, located in front of the school) at around 5:45 p.m. i felt bad because only few of my friends went to my party. hmm, anyweiz.. it's ok. i understand them. biglaan din naman kasi yung aya ko. kaya yung iba hindi pinayagan. yung iba naman, may ibang lakad. at yung iba, di ko maintindihan, pwede naman sila tlaga pumunta pero sadyang tinatamad lang. hmm.. ewan ko ba. mukhang mahihirapan mag-set ng reunion ang batch ah.

mom talked to me over the phone, 30 minutes ago. she just asked kung kumain na at uminom na ng gamot yung pamangkin kong si alyssa (anak ng panganay kong kapatid na si kuya jay). sabi ko opo ma, uminom na siya at kumain. hmm, then she told me again about the pearl bracelet na nawala ko. nawala ko yun nung prom pa namin. at nalaman lang niya na nawala nung election day. isipin mo ba naman from february to may, hindi niya alam na nawala yung pearl. grabeh! ang sama ko talagang anak! hohooo.. hanep talaga ako. pinangunahan kasi ako ng kaba ko kaya di ko masabi. hindi niyo pa naman kilala si mommy pag nagagalit. ibang iba. sinabi ko na rin agad sa kanya na naputol yung white gold kong necklace. ehh ilang beses ng napuputol yun. sabi niya kasi pag may nawawala ako, or nasisira.. i should tell her right away. ehh di naglakas loob na kong sabihin sakanya. sabi niya hindi na raw niya ipapagawa. itabi na lang daw. sabi ko din wag na ipagawa, mapapagod lang siya. kasi pupuntahan pa niya yun sa ongpin. haii.. tas biglang may sinabi siya. about my drinking habits. sabi daw kasi ni dad pagsabihan daw ako ni mommy. kasi mas malakas pa daw kami uminom kaysa kanila kuya rod. ehh, mas marami naman talaga yung mga bisita ko na uminom kagabi kaysa kay kuya. sakin nasa range ng 10 to 12 yung mga uminom eh kay kuya mga 5 to 8 lang. una kasi binili ni dad. 1 case san mig light. tas paghatid niya kay tito nestor, may dala pa siyang 2 case ng san mig light. marami siyang binili, ehh di syempre marami ring iinumin. haii.. baka daw kasi minsan pag nasa labas ako umiinom ako. at baka mabuntis. what the heck?! potcha.. hahaha. tinatawanan ko na lang. hindi ako ganun ka-tarantado para gawin yun. may pag-iisip ako at may pangarap ako sa buhay. haii. ewan ko ba sa mga magulang ko. i know they're just protecting me.. pero whoa?! grabeh pare. hehe. umiinom naman kami, pero sa house nila carly, at andun parents niya. kung sa danny's grill man, we don't stay that long.. uwi din kami. tripod nga palagi ko kasama eh.. after i talked to mom, aiun.. iyak na lang ako. kasi parang i feel na they don't trust me. ang laki ko ng bata. hindi na ko baby. ano ako?! baby damulag?! hehe. damn this life. hmm, i understand them. but they should also understand me. lagi na lang ako dapat yung umintindi. hindi ba pwedeng sila naman?.. hirap kasi kay mommy yung mga wordas niya tagos sa puso. as in kala mo siya hindi nagkaka-mali. argh. ewaaan! pero ok naman. hindi naman siya galit after we talked. mahinahon naman niya kong kinausap.

nung party din may problema. problema namin ni heart. hindi ko alam kung bakit siya galit. sabi niya he's not mad. pero, i know deep inside galit talaga siya. syempre kilala ko siya. asawa ko yun eh. alam ko ugali niya. hindi ko talaga matandaan kung may ginawa akong hindi niya nagustuhan. naguguluhan talaga ako sobra. ayaw naman niya sabihin sakin. ehh pano naman namin maayos yun kung hindi niya sasabihin diba? dapat daw alam ko yun, kasi ako daw may gawa nun. waah! ehh hindi ko talaga alam. kasi kung alam ko, hindi naman ako magtatanong ehh, at magso-sorry ako kagad. pero waaah! i really don't know if i did something wrong. it really keeps on buggin' me kahit sabihin niyang "ok na." "walang problema." "wala nga." "wala na yun." he even shouted at me. dun ako lalo napaiyak. tas binibigay niya sakin yung hanky ko para punasan luha ko. ayoko ngang tanggapin kasi iba dating sakin eh.. parang sinusoli niya. ang gulo. pero naging ok din kami. sabi niya ok na daw. wag ko na daw intindihin yun. sinabi din niya yung mag ayaw niyang ginagawa ko. may point naman siya sa mga sinabi niya. hmm, possesive asawa ko. ehh ganun din naman ako sakanya eh. we're just the same. haii. i just hope that nothing will change between us, our relationship. grabeh, sana ok na nga talaga. hindi ko talaga maisip kung ano yung maling ginawa ko eh. dahil alam ko, wala naman talaga akong masamang ginagawa sakanya. hai mahal. sana po sabihin mo na sakin kung ano yun.. i love you heart ko.

.xtine.

E.k. and sleepover

2007-05-12T20:57:00.000+09:00

hindi ako nagkapag update ng blog kahapon. nag-enroll na ko sa f.e.u. damn! yung schedule ko may 7:30 a.m to 6:00 p.m. waaah! ok na yun. wala akong pasok ng wednesday at saturday. hehehe. =D makakapagpahinga ako. nice. may i.d na rin ako. talagang f.e.u. na ko. Go TAMARAWS na, di na ROEBUCKS! awww. mamimiss ko ange! hehehe. tas makukuha ko uniform ko may22. i need to go back there ng wednesday para makuha x-ray ko. i should claim it after 5 days daw. waah! super nakakapagod mag-enroll. hindi ako nakapag-lunch. super sakit ng paa ko. pag-uwi ko, higa agad ng kama. nakatulog ako agad. di nga ako nakapag palit ng dami ehh. nagising ako ng 1 a.m. tsaka lang ako nagpalit tas tulog agad. katext ko pa si heart nun. haiii. grabeh pagod talaga. ang daming steps. halos inikot ko buong university! kaloka!!!

ngayon ko lang nakuha yung mga pics sa multiply ni laleeh at em. hehehe. ngayon lang ako nag ka time. hmm.

we went to e.k. may 8. uhm, we guyz met at jollibee philcoa. at exactly 8:00 a.m. dun na ko nag breakfast. nagmamadali kasi ako dahil bawal ma-late. hmm. em arrived first then aiun. sunod-sunod na. di ko na namalayan. hehehe. ang fa outfit naming lahat ay mukhang mga mag-swi-swimming. hahaha! si ja lang naiiba. hmm. maga naka- board shorts. hahaha. slippers. nakakatuwa. afterwards, diretso e.k. na kami. ehh, pagdating namin dun. close pa. hahaha. napa-aga kami. mag excited. LoL. nagstay muna kami sa starbucks then, pia's dad left us sa walter mart na lang para magttryk na lang kami papuntang e.k. hinatid lang naman kami ng dad ni pia. hmm, syempre picture galore. hahaha! hindi ko na ginamit yung phone ko pangkuha ng pics, kasi malo-lowbatt kagad. ehh, kailangan ko pa itext si heart ko. ♥. aiun. super saya namin. flying fiesta, bumpcar, anchor's away, skates, space shuttle, log jam, carousel, riogrande rapids at kung anu-ano pa ang mag sinakyan namin. pinaka fave ko yung riogrande rapids. waaaah! ang saya. potcha! shower inabot ko. hahaha. LoL. hmm, tito fetched us at exactly 10:00 p.m.. sakto! close na rin yun e.k. then we ate dinner sa jollibee. hehehe. jollibee ulit. mukha na kaming bee. hahaha. tas ayun.

may9. natulog kami kila pia. pumunta muna ako sa asawa ko. til 4:30 ako sakanila. hahaha. =D kuhlet. plakda sa kama ni pia pagdating. tulog ako till 2:00. pag gising kain lunch. tas prepare ng things for swimming. hehehe. ang gulo pa nga namin eh. magdodota na lang sana kami. pero we changed our plans kasi biglang umulan. mas masarap mag swimming. hehehe. aiun. pag dating sa clubhouse. swimming agad. kain. binanatan ni laleeh yung maggang hilaw. hahaha. pag uwi ayun. sumakit ang sikmura. worst, period pa niya. waaah! sinundo kami ng dad at mom ni carly sa bahay nila pia mag 8:30. kawawa si carly.. waaah! nagsuka. hindi talaga kinaya ng sikmura niya. hmm. super saya talaga! =D

.4tin.

trinity..

2007-05-03T22:58:00.000+09:00

i went to trinity this early morning around 7:30 a.m. The cashier will open at 8:00 a.m, inagahan ko na para di na ko una ako sa pila. and i was successful. haha. kasama ko si ate arceley, pinsan ko. hmm, una nga ako sa pila pagdating ko. hmm, 300 pesos and testing fee. and they scheduled my exam tomorrow, 9:00 a.m, after ko sa trinity. uwi na ko kagad. hmm, mga 10 to 15 minutes lang ang travel time from house to trinity. dapat sana si jhame kasabay ko mag-babayad sa trinity. eh nauna na ko dahil matagal yung umusad ang pila sa cashier. (huwaw ha?! umusad, the word!) aiun. pagdating ko sa bahay mga 8:45, nadatnan ko pa si mommy. preparing herself for work. tas nandun lang ako sa room. nakatulog ako. grabeh. kasi ba naman wala pa kong kumpletong tulog noh. hahaha! laging 3 to 5 hours lang. dibale, ok lang yun. nakakataba daw kasi ang pagtulog sabi nila mommy at daddy. hahaha. =D

the whole day ka-text ko lang heart coh. hmm, namimiss ko na siya. waaah! ok na yung ganito. yung hindi kami nagkikita araw-araw, baka kasi magkasawaan eh. mahirap na. hahaha! aiun. probably, i won't update my blog tomorrow. kasi pinapapunta ako sa kabilang bahay, sa don antonio, magtinda raw muna ako saglit. may pupuntahan lang na birthday party sila ate arlene at si alyssa. children's party yun okei?! ahaha.=D aiun. sige na. i have to go. buhbye. take care. nytie!

Student Permit, Bank, Trinity, Heart..

2007-05-02T21:59:00.000+09:00

i already have my student permit kanina lang sa l.t.o. la loma district. sa may biak na bato tabi ng school. kuya rod and i went there around 10:30 a.m and guess what,.. we left l.t.o. at 11:45. grabeh ang tagal! dinugo ako sa sobrang init dun! ang dami dami pang tae, este tao pala. LoL. hahaha! ang bad ko. haii. ngarag pa nga yung boses na lumalabas sa speaker pag tinatawag yung mga pangalan namin. unforgettable experience yung paghihintay ng ganun katagal sa init noh!.. hehehe. at last, pwede na ko mag-enroll sa driving school. magddrive na ko. waaah! im so excited, and i just can't hide it.. LoL. hahaha!

after l.t.o, kuya rod left me already. dapat punta siyang A.M.A. kasi may aasikasuhin pa siya. kaso, ayun nga. inutusan sya ni daddy na samahan ako sa l.t.o para sa student permit ko. then me and jhame went to Banco De Oro. magre-refund kasi ako ng pera sa school dahil sa kadahilanan na nadoble yung bayad ko sa Pact-Pois. Lecheng Pact-Pois yan. ampf! hehehe. after bangko. sa house naman namin. dito na kami nag lunch at nagpalipas ng oras. then, at exactly 1:00 p.m. umalis na kami ni jhame at nagpuntang Trinity. Kukuha kasi kami ng exam dun. haii. kapagod nga eh. super haba pa ng pila. promise. ang tagal pa naman naming hinintay si sir lloyd. pero ok lang, kasi sabi ni jhame, "cute ehh.." LoL. peace tayo jhame. hahaha! hindi na namin tinapos ang pagkuha ng exam. ang haba kasi ng pili magbabayad ka pa nga lan. kaya we decided na tomorrow, 8:00 a.m na lang namin lalakarin, tapos taong bahay nanaman ulit ako. waaah! hehe. nagpunta kaming kfc e.rod ni jhame. dun kasi sila magkikita sa q.c sports club ni samboi at ni francis. eh magkatabi lang naman yun. umalis na rin ako agad. kasi pupuntahan ko pa si heart sakanila. hmm, birthday kasi ng lola nila. patay na. pero, they still celebrate the birthday of their lola. hehehe. aiun. andun ako sa house nila mga 3:10 p.m sakto. badtrip nga eh. nagtaxi kasi ako papunta sa kanila. kasi ang hirap pumunta dun dahil galing akong e.rod, ilang dyip ang sasakyan ko papunta dun?! ang init pa.. tae! hahaha. kaya aiun, napa-taxi ako ng wala sa oras. ang masaklap pa dun, ang init pa ng nasakyan kong taxi at ang bagal pa magdrive. feeling naman nung driver ang gwapo niya. sapakin ko kaya siya?! hainako! asarr talaga.

pagdating ko sa house nila heart, nahihiya pa ko pumasok kasi andun si tito. waaah! sabi nga ni heart, daddy na daw ang itawag ko, wag na tito. nux naman talaga! mag-asawa na.. hahaha! damn! soo happy nung kasama ko siya. gusto ko ngang pahintuin yung oras eh. ahaha. uhm, may nangyari kanina na super nagpakaba sakin. yung friend niya na pinsan nung ex niya. nagpunta kanina sa house nila. buti na lang di ako namukhaan. kung hindi.. lagot. haha! wag mo na alamin kung bakit. usi ka.. sige ka! LoL. umuwi ako sa house ng 7:40 p.m, saktong 8:15 bahay na ko. haii. kapagod. pero worth it naman kasi nakasama ko si heart coh. hehehe! hmm, aiun. habang ginagawa ko tong part na toh sa blog ko as in ito mismo, kinakausap ako ni mama, ang tagal ko daw. inabot daw ako ng alas-otso bago makauwi. waaah! hehehe. hayaan na lang natin siya. hmm, nagaalala lang yun kasi ginabi ako. lukaret talaga akomg bata. pasaway. ehh matagal kaming di magkikita ng asawa ko eh. sorry mommy. hehehe. next time di na. hehehe. ngayon na lang naman ako na late ulit eh. peace! mwuahh.. alis na ko, hinihintay pa ni heart text ko. take care.

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Sunday mass..

2007-04-29T22:44:00.000+09:00

for this sunday homily.. the priest talked about the upcoming election on may 14. aiun. he just told us that we should not vote candidates who have records in the police, have human rights violation or part of the graft and corruption. (malamang!) hehehe. 2010 pa naman ako boboto eh. at parang ayaw ko na rin bumoto. dahil kahit bumoto ako, wala din ehh.. may dayaan pa din na nangyayari. lagi namang ganun eh. diba? tsaka sabi ni erpat, para daw makatakbo ka sa isang position, kaialangan may million ka sa bangko, para sa campaign nila yun. kapag wala. di pwede.. eh kung ganun naman pala kayayaman yung mga tumatakbo, eh bakit di na lan nila tulungan yung mahihirap diba?! mga tiga-gobyerno talaga, ang lalabo! malabo pa sa sabaw ng pusit! LoL! =D ewan ko ba sa gobyerno natin. kaya di tayo umuunlad eh.

badtrip ako buong araw sa house ngayon. tae! nagtalo kami ni ermat. waaah! muntik na kong sumagot. pinigilan ko na lang sarili ko. syempre, nanay ko yun eh. respeto na din dahil nanay ko siya at matanda siya. eh pano ba naman, naglilinis na naman ng cabinet. eh helllooo?! kakalinis lang niya nun last last week. lilinisin nanaman niya? parang huwaw ha?! nakasara naman lagi yun eh. hindi yun maaalikabukan ng ganun kadali. argh! pinakuha niya sakin yung mga damit sa taas para malagay sa cabinet. eh nung nakita ko ngang naglilinis siya, nasabi ko na lang bigla.. "ano nanaman yung nililinis ni mommy?! linis nanaman?!" eh i didn't expect na maririnig niya. aiun. hehehe. ayos lang na marinig niya. para alam niya. tas sabi niya sakin, "ano kristine?! ano nanaman sinasabi mo?! kayo,.. hindi talaga kayo maasahan sa bahay, pagdating sa lakwatsa.. magaling kayo! blah blah blah!.." nakakabadtrip. ewan ko na. bahala na!..

1st day of graduation practice.

2007-04-27T22:54:00.000+09:00

whoa!.. non-sense practice. hainako. all of my batchmates were so badtrip. pano ba naman, super init sa simbahan. we practiced sa church kasi dun naman talaga yung venue nung graduation namin. ang labo talaga nung sched. pano ba naman kasi yung iba sabi 8a.m yung iba naman sabi 1p.m. tae! ang gugulo nila. swear! dalawang beses pala yung practice namin. first in the morning which is yung 8:00 nga, and the second is in the afternoon which is yung 1:00 naman. hainako. ang lalabo kasi. dapat sinusunod nila yung nakalagay sa talaganag schedule. dapat nga di na lang ako pumunta. argh! pano ba naman marami ding absent. asarr. eh nasa house pa naman ako nila heart nun. tsktsk. even pia and laleeh agreed on me na sana hindi na lang rin sila pumunta. hmm, tomorrow they will be giving out toga na. aiun. late na lang siguro ako pupunta. 'til 3:00 yung practice tom. kasi kanina til 5:00 kami ehh. kaso aiun. may ginawa kami... hahaha. =D kami lang nakaka-alam ng tripod. LoL. hmm, masaya rin naman yung grad practice, kasi makakasama namin ulit yung mga ka-batch namin. hehehe. as usual picture galore ulit. yung trix ni em ang gamit. hehehe. wala nga akong nakuhang bagong shot with tropa eh. hahaha. himala?! LoL. nakakalungkot isipin na meron paring mag ys-12 sa batch namin. mga 16 students daw sila. hmm, we'll just pray for them na sana matapos na nila. tsaka yung mga gra-graduate sa may, sana matapos niyo na. =D go guyz! LoL.

tripod went to grill77 kanina. aiun. chill lang kami dun dahil sauper init! grabeh! di na talaga namin ma-take yung temperature sa church. we felt like were in hell!!! superrrr iniiiiit! tae! pamatay talaga! as in huwaw.. kwentuhan galore lang kami dun. tagal na rin naming di nagsasamang tripod. nakaka-miss. LoL. =D inabutan pa nga kami ng ulan ehh. sarap kanina nung umulan. hehehe.

4 hours lang tulog ko ngayon araw. damn. hindi pa rin ako natutulog. ano bang katawan at utak meron ako ngayon?! waaaah! i went to my heart's house. aiun. buong morning dun ako. dapat nga di na ko aalis. ehh kaso, yung stupid grad practice nga, i have to attend kaya aiun. no choice. hehehe. ang bad ko! LoL. =D ayaw na nga rin akong paalisin ni heart eh.

isang pang problema ko yung school ko for college. tae. i still don't know kung f.e.u. morayta ba or trinity ako. nag-exam na ko sa f.e.u., pasado naman. nga lang mom is worrying about my tuition fee there. kasi yung mga susunod ng year, magmamahal tuition fee ko, lalo na sa internship, wala kasi silang sariling hospital. eh yung trinity, st. lukes ang internship. kaso ang mahirap dun. dapat di baba grade mo ng 2. huwaw! goodluck na lang sakin. nagpla-plano kami ni jhame and carla na mag-take dun. haii. ang gulo na talaga. sige na i have to rest pa. nytie! sliptyt! Godbless.

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whatta sched?!..

2007-04-27T00:42:00.000+09:00

waaah! ang gulo ng sched for graduation practice. tae naman oh. sabi nung iba 8a.m., sabi naman nung iba 1p.m., ehh.. ano ba talaga?! trip talaga ng mga tao oh. actually, i cant feel the presence of excitment of graduation. tipong, "waah!.. magma-march na ko. yehey! graduate na ko!" ampf. hmm, ok na rin yung late graduation, syempre.. consideration na rin para sa mga nakahabol. mas ok na rin para lahat sabay-sabay gra-graduate. pero ang gugulo ng mga tao sa school, pabago-bago ng sched. sabi nga ni anthony, "mag-s.m. na lang tayo!" honga naman, mas malamig pa. hahaha.

i have this friend of mine.. one of my girlfriends, aiun. i can't say na we had an arguement kanina. kasi hindi naman mukhang arguement yung nangyari eh. pero.. ewan. medyo, hindi niya ko naiintindihan. malamang di mo rin maiintindihan kung bakit, kasi di mo alam kung ano yung pinaguusapan namin eh. LoL. =D wag mo na lang alamin. masasabi ko lang sa girlfriend kong yun, "pasensya na kung ganun ugali ko ah. medyo alam mo naman ang tao, pag may mahal, nagbabago ugali. kung hindi mo nagustuhan ugali ko kanina sa y.m. conversation natin. hmm, aiun.. basta. sorry. alam ko iba dating sayo."

iritable pa naman ako dito sa house. weird kasi nila mommy eh. ah basta ewan ko. bahala na si God. diba God? hmm.

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hmm..

2007-02-28T19:03:00.000+09:00

thank God i finally fixed this account.. hirap kasi mag log-in.. laging mali password ko. ampf! hmm... i haven't updated my blogg since february started.. ata.. hmm. just click the link below.. it's my multiply. im gona update this blog when im not busy anymore. oryt?! =D ciao. take care guyzz...

tin's multiply

thinking..

2007-02-11T12:20:00.000+09:00

i'm thinking if i should delete this account of mine in blogger. i'm always having a hard time logging-in. ampf!

i can't even update my blog here. argh.

ewan. bahala na. naisip ko sayang yung mga memories na nalagay ko.

magulo.im.out

study mode

2007-01-30T20:31:00.000+09:00

by this time.. i really need to work, work hard and work fast. hahaha! kailangan kong mag-march. =D i need to graduate. hehehe. weird ko nga eh. sa ibang subjects, sipag na sipag ako gumawa. sa iba naman hindi. hehe. haii..

hmmm, i have nothing much to say. gusto ko lang maglagay ng post para masaya. hehehe.

aga nga ng dismissal namin ngayon eh. mga 2:30 dismissal na. may meeting kasi mga teachers. niyaya nga ako nila carly, pia, ja sa bahay nila nikki. gagawa sila ng composition nila para sa music. eh medyo wala ako sa mood sumama at umalis. di na ako sumama. gusto ko ngang umuwi ng maaga eh. hehehe. pero mga 5:00 na ko naka-uwi. gumawa na lang ako ng mga module ko dun sa tambayan.

hmm, when i was doing my work sa bahay, gawa module ulit. nag-ring yung phone. sinagot ko. nagulat ako at tumawag ang aking friend. hehehe. si Mr. Christian Anlacan. hahaha! special mention pa siya oh. pano ba naman long time no talk at no see kami nun. hahaha. tas magbabalita siya may girlfriend na yung tukmol. haha. iba rin pinagsamahan naman nun. dinamayan ko yun sa mga paglalayas niya. hahaha! peace tayo xtian! =D aiun. namiss ko siya ah.. hehehe.

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blogger : damn, soccer field : forest

2007-01-29T21:59:00.000+09:00

last time i updated my blog, i had a hard time logging in. nakakaasar na! hmm, simula ng nag switch ako sa upgrade blahblahblah ng blogger. hindi ako makapasok ng matino sa account ko. ampf! nakakabwisit! nung last update ko, pinalitan ko pa yung password ko. papalit-palit na ko. bakit ba ganito?! argh!

this morning, we had our 4th p.t.c.. mom did't attend. namalengke pa kasi siya eh. alanganin na daw sa oras. hmm, eh wala naman kasi siyang pasok tuwing monday. pero pag tuwing friday ang p.t.c. ko napupuntahan niya. tas pag nala-late siya, sakin binubuntong galit. labo eh noh?! ampf!

we had our soccer training kanina. many of the girls attended the training. hmm, halos 3/4 ng girl's team present. as we are excited to start the game, wala pang 2 minutes na naglalaro na kami. dumating na si chief, yung chief namin sa school. chief ng mga guards. ampf! pinatigil kami. ang usapan daw, 5:00 tapos ang training kapag walang coach. eh pwede ba yun?! halos di pa nga kami napagpapawisan eh, tas tigil na kagad. badtrip. umuwi pa ko para kumuha ng gamit, nakita ko nga kasi na maraming magti-training na girls. na-excite tuloy ako. tapos di din pala naman masusulit. badtrip talaga. nakakabanas. arrrggghhh!!! tas nagtalo pa yung dalwa.. si jared tsaka si sam. sam is the team captain of the boys. eh nung pinapaalis kami ni chief sa field parang si sam sabi wag na lang daw kami magtraining. aiun. basta nagkainitan sila ni jared. jared naman is one of the pioneer sa soccer team. aiun. basta aiun. hehehe.

sobrang lamig ngayong araw noh?! kahit tanghaling tapat malamig. ampf! hehehe. sarap matulog. hehehe.=D sarap din may kayakap. *huggie.tyt* hehehe.

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blogger : damn, soccer field : forest

2007-01-29T21:23:00.000+09:00

life sucks.

2007-01-28T15:47:00.000+09:00

i hate this week so much!

january 26, friday - teacher's day. i was assigned in the library. i thought my work is easy. pero hindi! marami akong ginawa. i computed all the fines of the the elementary students who are over due. nakakabaliw may-compute. hirap pa naman pindutin nung calculator na pinagamit sakin. pero okay lang. marco b. accompanied me all through out the day. hehehe. dami naming pinagkwentuhan. mga chismax! kuhlet kausap. =D aiun. buti nga di nangalay leeg niya eh, hindi siya nabigatan sa ulot niya.. haha! (marco, peace tayo!) in the afternoon, the tripod namely: peyah, carly, and me decided to stay at pia's house in the afternoon. pia's parents will be leaving, they'll going to baguio. so si pia lang mag-isa sa bahay. kaya dun na lang kami. i decided to go home first para makapagpalit ng damit, ganun na din si carly. si pia sumama sakanya sa house nila. silang dalawa sabay na pumunta dun sa condo nila pia. nag-overnight si carly dun. eh ako umuwi ng wala sa oras kasi sinundo ako ni kuya jay. hmm, this is the worst scenario ever that i've experienced! paalis na kami nilya pia sa condo nila, around 7:00 p.m., we're going to royal place. then suddenly my phone rang!.. si kuya jay tumatawag. eh di syempre sinagot ko. he asked me kung nasaan ako. sabi ko, nakanila pia. sabi ba naman "sige, bumaba kana jan, susunduin na kita." eh sakto, nasa lobby na kami nun, kinuga na ni tito yung car para maihatid na kami sa royal place. everything went wrong! yeah, i know it's late already, for them.. eh pag-uwi ko sa house namin sa don antonio, wala naman akong gagawin dun eh. pero dun talaga ako matutulog. balak ko sana mga 10:00 nako uuwi. magpapasundo na lang ako. wala eh. badtrip na badtrip talaga ako nun. miski yung dalwa nabadtrip din. minsan na nga lang makapag-unwind, kontra pa. gets niyo ba?! argh, sobrang nabadtrip ako.

january 27, saturday - my friend ithan told me yesterday that they have a game sa school nila. morning, around 8:00. my friend tin, invited me also. so i decided to come. when i woke up at around 6:30 to take a bath, i told kuya that i'll be going with tin, sa school nila. manunuod ng game. tae! ayaw. sabi.. "bakit!? anong paalam mo kay daddy? kila pia lang diba?!, hindi.. hindi pwede!" okay fine. i went upstairs, i lie down on my bad, i fall asleep.. aiun. around 10:00 i woke up. 10:45, naligo na ko. then my friend, ithan texted me that championship na mamaya, mga 1:00 p.m. after lunch. so i decided to go. mga 12:45 naka-alis na ko. eh sila pia at carly hinihintay ako sa starbucks. pia will be going to nikki's house sabay na sila ni carly. kaya aiun. i told pia na i'll watch my friends basketball game. saglit lang naman eh. ni hindi ko nga tinapos yung isang quarter eh. ampf! mga 2:30 na ko nakapuntang strabucks, convergys. eh 3:00 aalis na sila. punta na kila nikki. aiun. alis na din ako, uwi na bahay. sabi ni carly, "ayaw mo pa bang umuwi sa tatalon? dun sa bahay niyo?.." sabi ko naman, "i have to take pictures pa of our business eh, para dun sa free m.a. sa eco" kaya dun ako umuwi sa don antonio. pag uwi ko, everything's fine. nagkantahan pa kami ni ate. hmmm, mahaba-habang kantahan din. nung mga 7:00 p.m. bumalik si dad sa shop, magpapasweldo kasi siya. eh aiun. i asked him kung babalikan niya ko. oo naman daw. eh di kampante ako na babalikan ako. my friend, M.A. lend me his d.v.d., saw 3. matagal ko ng gustong panuorin yun. pinahiram niya nung gabi. balik ko na lang daw tomorrow. happy naman ako kasi 8-in-1 pa yung d.v.d., may chainsaw, may jeepers creepers.. etc. basta madami. i told myself na hindi ako matutulog mamaya pag-uwi, panunuorin ko toh. umabot na ng 11:30, nagtaka na ko. tito went home already, so dapat si dad din nandito na. tumwag ako sa shop, walang sumasagot. eh di sa tatalon na ko tumawag.. ampf!!! andun na daw si dad sabi ni mommy. argh! tapos kinausap pa ko about sa pakikipag-kaibigan ko. kesyo, sumasama daw ako sa mga di ko talaga lubusang kilala. hindi ko daw alam na may-kaso na daw yung mga yun. nagtatago na lang. blahblahblah! duh?!?!?! ganun na ba ko ka-tanga sa paningin nila?.. ampf talaga oh. badtrip. sobrang na-asar ako. umkayat na ko ng room ko. sabay iyak sa inis. tas tulog. sinabi ko na sa sarili ko na-uuwi na ko agad pag gising ko..

january 28, sunday - etoh na yung araw na pinka iinis ko! sobra!!!... parang gusto kong mag-layas. haii! bwiset. paputol-putol tulog ko. i woke up at around 8:45. tas tinext ko na yung friend ko na ibabalik ko na yung d.v.d. bago ako umuwi. ok pa ang mga pangyayari. yung friend kong si m.a. na alng yung pumunta sa store para kunin yung d.v.d. nung ako na yung nagtitinda, sabay-sabay na yung mga bumibili.. sunod-sunod. nawiwindang na nga ako eh. tas si kuya jay, may inabot na 50 pesos. akala ko babariyahan ko lang tas ibibigay ko na sa bata. eh di binariyahan ko na. then, bumalik si kuya jay. sabi sakin, nagbayad nadaw ba yung bata. sabi ko di ko alam.. sabi niya, nasan na yung 50 pesos?.. sabi ko binariyahan ko. aiun.. sinigawan na niya ko sa labas. mantakin mo maraming tao nun ah.. maraming bumibili. sabi niya, "sabi ko isukli mo 10 pesos!".. umagang-umaga, sisigawan niya ko. kinuha ko yung d.v.d., binigay ko kay m.a, sabay sabi "aalis na ko.." umakyat ako ng room ko, kumuha ng damit, naghilamos, tas tumwag sa bahay sa tatalon. sabi ko kay kuya rod, "kuya, pakisabi kay mama pauwi na ko ah.. orasan na lang pag-uwi ko, tas pag na-late ako, sabhin mo, baka may dinaan pang kung sino." sabay baba ng phone. sabi ko magko-commute ako, pero hinatid ako ni kuya jay sa tatalon. iyak ako ng iyak sa car. humahagulgol na ko. ni hind ko na masabi ng maayos yung mga gusto kong sabihin sakanya.

na-gets mo ba yung point ko?..wag nila akong sisigawan sa harap ng maraming tao. ako na nga tong tumutulong magtinda sakanila, ako pa sisisgwan. taena! hindi ko sila maintindihan. kinalimutan akong sunduin kagabi, kina-umagahan, papahiyain naman ako. damn!!!... sila lumagay sa lugar ko. hindi kasi nila naiintindihan eh. ampf!..

ngayong mag-isa ako sa bahay. lahat sila nagpuntang don antonio. si kuya rod may laro. hindi ko na nga ginawa yung report ko sa eco eh. bahala ng mahirapan ako. bwiset talaga!!!!

sign.out.badtrip

it starts me again..

2007-01-25T20:21:00.000+09:00

hmmm... blogging starts me again. i was just too busy to update my blogspot, even my multiply. darn! hmmm.. this week, is a week of cramming. on this coming monday is our 4th p.t.c. for us 4th yr. students. we really have to work hard. our new academic head changed the system of the school in terms of graduation. 2nd batch of graduation will be eliminated now in our school. and there will be no more updating on summer for high school students, except us 4th year, i know we have our own updating. our graduation will be on april 30. final delibiration will be on march 21. whew! i should really work hard! waaah! it's a good thing that we don't have 2nd bactch of graduation, for me... because, students tend to be more lazy if we have 2nd batch. hmmm, and besides it's much better if we, 4th year students will graduate altogether. diba?! hehehe. we can more treasure it. =D

yesterday was mom's birthday. guess what? i don't know how old my mom is.. haha! ang bad ko noh?! she don't wanna answer that question. hmm, maybe she thinks thatb she's getting older na talaga. hehehe. we also watched the play "st. thomas" yesterday. it was held at our st. vincent's covered court. it's kinda "engrandeng play".. as i can remember toyato and h.b.c. acted as thier sponsor. actors and actresses have their own lapel.. tama ba? hehehe. though they have their own lapel, still i can't understand what they're saying. ang hina padin ng boses. parang it has no use at all. i can only understand when the narrator says.. "after 10 years.. after 5 years.." hahaha. pero their acting is pretty fine. hmm. pwede na din. =D hehehe.

tomorrow is teacher's day. and sheeez! i was assigned to be the substitute of ms. del. yung sa library. yung tiga-stamp ng mga borrowed and returned books. argh! it's fine with me if i was assigned sa high school, kaso hindi eh, sa elementary ako na-assigned. badtrip! waaah! ang kukulit ng mga bata dun eh. hainako... bahala na nga! hmpf!...

sign.out

team's xmas party. =p

2006-12-24T14:49:00.000+09:00

waaah. ang saya! hehe. just got home at exactly 12:00 midnight. haha! =D nag-taxi na kami pa-uwi..

aiun. nag swimming lang kami sa sgt. esguerra. sa condo.. ni reserved para samin.. iilan lang naman kaming nag-swimming. we started at 1:00 and ended at 6:00. tas pumunta na kaming s.m. north kasi after swimming... punta pa kami house nila mitzel. =D aiun. hanggang 12 nandun kami. hehe.. andami kong gifts a natanggap. samantalang ako, walang nabigay ni isa sa mga nagbigay sakin. i received a t-shirt na may print ng soccer ball from cobi, watch from keiko and a bracelet from ica.. nung nasa mall naman kami. i bought myself a shades. woohooo! at last.. nakabili din ako. hehehe. sa i2i, 180 lang na ang regular price eh 250. LoLx!=D hmm.. dami ko pa sana gusto sabihin ko, me and my family were leaving na.. pupuntang pampanga. dun tlaga kasi kami nagpapasko. soo.. pano guyz? pag-uwi ko na lang ulit huh?! hehehe. take care! =D mwuaah!

sign.out.leavin'

dinner date with my brothers.

2006-12-23T00:39:00.000+09:00

waaah! im soo full. just got home from morato.

hmm..

when i was on my way to kamuning, around 7:30 (dun kasi meeting place.) sumakay ako ng jeep. sa tabi ng driver naka-upo yung dalawang pasahero. tas sa likod, isang lalaki lang. soo, lumapit ako sa diver para magbayad, i told the driver "kamuning po". afterwards, yung mama na mag-isa sa likod, nagte-text siya. nung nagbayad na ko, after a few minutes nagbayad na din siya. kamuning din daw. hmm.. he's kinda wierd! nung nakapag-bayad na ko, lumipat ako ng upuan. sa dulo ako umupo. bale, ka-hanay ko na siya ng upuan. nung nakapag-bayad na yung mama, he slowly move towards me.. tas tingin pa ng tingin. nung nasa may araneta, jollibee pa lang.. tingin na ng tingin sakin. i can see it from my peripheral vision.. medyo nagdadalawang isip na ko na bumaba. tas parang pinalipas ko muna. nung hindi ko na makayanan.. kunukutuban na kasi ako. pagdating sa may patranco, jollibee.. bigla ba namang nagtanong. "malayo pa ba yung kamuning?".. i just ignored him, and i told the jeepney driver na sa tabi na lang po. sheeez! kinabahan talaga ako! swear. i'd rather ride another jeep and pay another fare.. kexa namang may mangyari pa sakin. taena! hindi talaga ako mapakali nun. now i've learned a lesson. it's better to ride a jeep that is full, than to ride a jeep of few and be dead in just a minute! potah!.. next time di na talaga ako sasakay sa onting tao. ayoko kasing nakikipag-siksikan sa jeep eh.

we ate our dinner sa asian grill, supposed to be tempura. the place was full.. there's a party ata. kaya dun kami sa asia grill. we ordered 4 different viands, tas 2 orders ng rice. sheez! busog kami sobra!.. in the middle of our ceremony eating our dinner. haha.. biglang naubusan ng rice. yun pa lang yung 1st order ng rice, nung umorder ng 2nd rice.. ang tagal sobra. kasi pala, naubusan daw sila. kaya bumili pa. ilang minuto rin kaming naghintay. so the waiter decided na bigyan kami ng chips. excluded na daw yun sa bill namin. and take note.. refillable daw sabi nung water. haha! aius. soo, pinapak namin yung chips habang wala pa yung rice. =D tas biglang napasok sa conversation yung mga pics ko sa friendster. andami daw lalaki. haha! sila kuya talaga. over-protective. nyweiz, masaya naman kahit ganun sila.. i feel secured! hehe. nasa lugar naman eh. after eating dinner. wa went to icebergs for dessert. grabeh. oreo cookie brownies split ata yung inorder ko. 3 scoops of ice cream.. sheez! hindi ko maubos. sobrang busog ko na! swear!.. kaso, syempre inubos ko.. nakakahiya mag-tira eh. haha. =p we arrived home around 11:20 na. hmm. sobrang saya. it was fun having dinner with my brothers.. hehe! kuya rod, kuya conrad and kuya jay. treat yun ni kuya conrad!.. =D i can't forget this day. bonding moments naming magkakapatid. next time naman daw magba-bar kami. hhmm... when can that happen?! sana malapit na. LoLx.. thank you kuyas!!! =D loove yah all. <3>tomorrow, our soccer team will have our christmas party. pool party ata mangyayari.. hehe. ewan ko lang kung over night or wut.. basta for sure masaya nanaman toh. =D hmm.. marami nanaman akong pictures na i-a-upload. haha!.. mga camwhores pa naman din yung mga kasama ko. LoLx! =D

sign.out.soo.full

back blogging..

2006-12-22T15:33:00.000+09:00

whoa.. its' been weeks na din since i last updated my blog. whew! andaming nangyari. hahaha. =D

december 14
birthday ni samboi! wahaha. uhm, as far as i can remember. me, pipay, jhame and francis went to samboi's crib. aiun. lumamon lang kami dun. haha! hirap pa nga sumakay ng taxi eh. eh tong si samboi, ayaw mag-dyip. sheez! sosyal ang lolo mo. as in ayaw talaga niya. it's been like.. uhm, an hour na din na nag-aabang kami ng taxi, ayaw pa rin niyang mag-dyip. whew! tas aiun, he was kinda badtrip habang nag-aabang kami. pero pagdating sa house nila, ok na bumalik na siya sa mood niya. when we're eating our dinner, natapon pa niya yung coke. haha! sabi ng ate niya, "hindi na nakakagulat kapag natapon niya yung inumin niya, ganyan talaga yan eh." haha! ganun pala talaga siya ka-clumsy. LoLx! joke lang poh samboi. hehe. we went home around 7:30 na. hinatid kami ni francis with his wheels. sosyal din yun eh. haha! unang hinatid, si pipay. next si jhame, pang-huli ako. nung ako na yung ihahatid, ayoko na sana magpahatid directly sa house kasi masikip yung daan. eh ang kulit nung dala, ayaw akong pakinggan. yan tuloy nung ako na yung ihahatid, nahirapan sila. kasi masikip talaga samin. hahaha! peace!.. tas hindi pa sila umuwi kagad. nag-stroll pa yung dalawang tukmol. it was fun din. hehe. honga pala, anniversary nga pala namin dapat toh ni francis.. birthday kasi ni samboi nung sinagot ko siya nun ng youth's night, ys-9 palang kami. hahaha! =D wla lang. parang kelan lang eh noh?!.. belated happy birthday ulit samboi! =D huggz <3 and kisses! =* it's also the birthday of my dear friend JEFF JOCSON!!! happeee burthday guyz! =D
nag-champion nga pala softball seniors! waaah! ang galing talaga ng seniors!.. hehehe. =D champion sa lahat ng sports.. woohohoho!!

december 15
it's our 3rd p.t.c. and this day, we held our youth's night at st. vincent's covered court. i didn't went to my p.t.c., only mom did. nasa kabilang house kasi ako, nagbantay na store saglit. may class kuya jayson ko, tas si ate arlene sasama sa field trip ni alyssa yung neice ko. kaya aiun, ako ang naatasang magabantay ng aming tindahan. (sheez! anlalim. wahaha!) at exactly 2:30 p.m. ate arlene and alyssa have arrived already from ocean adventure. dun kasi sila nagfield trip. aiun. pagdating nila. ligo na kagad tas alis papuntang tatalon. ligo ulit then change clothes. tas puntang school. pero i didn't attend our youth's night. medyo booooring kasi. uhm, not medyo boooooring. booooooring talaga siya for me. for me lang ha?! kasi ba naman, ang mahal ng ticket. 160!!!.. food excluded. anak ng tokwa! ipang-iinom ko na lang yun noh! ilang beer pa yun.. xiet! ginto ang entrance fee sobra!.. haii. so i texted gian na inom na lang kami. sabi niya, sunod ka na lang samin sa forest grill sa may timog. eh i dunno kung san yun. buti na lang weisen is still there sa school. aiun, niyaya ko mag-forest grill. tas nakilala ko pa si toni, jackie and mariane.. mga college students sa ange. there nice, sobra! ang kukulit pa. i never did have a dull moment with them. puro tawa lang kami. hehehe.=D mga 8:30 nandun na kami. hindi kami sa forest grill, sa yardhouse kami dahil naka-reserve pala yung forest grill that time. party ng mga tiga st. lukes. bongacious din eh noh?! aiun. pagdating ko dun, i saw grace, elita, bryce, cases, keith, gelo, at marami pa.. halos tropa ng 3rd year. hehehe. magkahiwalay ng table. syempre, dun ako sa table nila gian. there i met chiara and ian, college students din sa ange, i also met the two st. paul college students namely: monica and camille. =D hehehe. dami namin dun noh?!... aiun. session dun. tas nikki and jeff arrived at around 9:30 or 10:00 na ata. the alis din sila. grabeh!... barhopping ang nangyari. after sa yardhouse, lumipat kami ng forest grill.. mga 11:00 tas mga 1:30 lipat na naman kami, sa danny's grill naman. hindi na ko uminom sa danny's grill kasi inaantok na ko. hindi dahil sa tipsy kung hindi dahil sa pagod. mantakin mong magtinda ka ng umaga tas gumimik ka ng gabi?! nak ng tokwa! bagsak katawan ko pag uwi. hinatid ako nila eggy at laleeh around 2:45 to 3:00 na.. sheez! tas kinabukasan may pasok pa kami. updating kuno daw.

december 16
updating! daw.. eh halos wala ngang teacher nung dumating ako. lahat ng students scattered sa buong school. may field demonstration kasi yung elementary. tas may mga booths na tsaka rides. kaya walang teachers na magpapa-update. sympre, eat galore at rides din yung mga yun. dahil sa wala akong magawa nagpa-henna na lang ako. hehehe!=D 20 per letter! anak ng.. samantalang nung bagong bukas 20 for 3 letters. hindi naman ganun ka-dark yung henna pag tumuyo na.. badtrip nga eh. nawala tuloy yung 100 ko. "xtine" kasi pinalagay ko eh. haha! dibale ayoz lang. minsan lang eh. light na lang ngayon yung henna. kasi gabi din, na-washed out na.. =( tas i went to christian's house.. si friend. hehehe. tagal din naming di nagkita at nagusap. haha. =D

december 18
battle of the bands. sheez! dapat pala hindi na lang ako pumasok nitong araw na toh. wala rin nagpa-update na teacher. halos lahat ata ng teacher ng panahong ito eh gumagala eh. hahaha! pati sila nagra-rides. nakakatuwa. LoLx!=D at aroung 4:30 nag start yung battle. 3:45 nagpasama ako kay jhame umuwi para maligo at magpalit ng damit. napabili pa nga kami ng wala sa oras ng slippers eh. yung "havana".. LoLx! yellow akin kay jhami pink na my floral color blue. 35 yung slippers. kaya binili na namin. hehehe.=D pag-punta namin sa school mga 4:45 na. 4:30 daw pala nagstart. supposed to be 4:00 yun. 3rd band na yung tumutugtog pagdating namin. andun si iris yung "boracks" ko.. si daryl tsaka si nikki taule. andun din nga pala yung kapatid ni basti na si kate.. hehehe!=D yung nuclear siopao, banda ng tropa ko pang-13 pa naman tutugtog. pero ang tagal nun ah. xiet! nakakainip. ang gusto ko lang mapanuod dun, lahat ng mga ka-batch ko eh. ahaha. selfish eh noh?! pero kasi, sila lang ang pinaka-hihintay kong tumugtog. bandang huli. i-aanounce na kung sino nanalo.. hindi nanalo si bhez bilang best drummer. pero aiuz lang. 2nd place di ko na matandaan. 1st palce ay yung banda nila steph. =D all ghurlz yun ah. ang gagaling nila sobra. pero yung champion.. syempre, yung banda ng tropa.. nuclear siopao. =D ang galing talaga nila. tinugtog nila director's cut tsaka own composition nila. steeg noh?! hahaha. congratz guyz! ang gagaling nio lahat. =D saktong 10:00 p.m. natapos yung battle. nakauwi ako mga 10:30.. hehehe. dapat nga may lakad pa ko after nun. eh hindi na natuloy. kea umuwi na ko..

december 19
i went to s.m. to buy my exchange gift for tomorrow's christmas party. si j.r. kasi nabunot ko. hindi ko pa nga alam kung aong bibilhin ko sakanya eh. pero naisip ko slippers na lang. aiun. nagpasama ako kay laleeh sa bench. habang sila pia at ja nasa foodcourt kumakain. nabili ko rin si j.r. ng slippers, color green. size 9. muntik na ngang walang size eh. buti na lang nagtanong si carly sa saleslady. ehehe. aiun, may size 9 din sa wakas. =D tas balik ange ako kagad ng 4:45. sila bie coi ko kasi may game pa sa school ng b-ball. sportsfest kasi nila. mga 5:00 andun na ko. buti hindi pa tapos yung volleyball. binilhan ko siya ng food sa mcdo. may sakit kasi siya eh. eh sabi niya gusto niya maraming maraming food. binilhan ko lang ng burger mcdo go bigtime. langhiya!.. pag-abot ko sakanya, burger na lang hawak niya. pano ba naman kinain na nila tristan liit yung french fries. tas nilagok na rin ata yung coke lahat. grabeh! wahahaha. mga p.g! LoLx! peace guyz,.. nanalo naman si bie coi eh. hehehe. mga 9:00 na ko naka-uwi. nakakapagod din sobra!.

december 20
it's supposed to ba our batch christmas' party. pero hindi eh.. modship christmas' party ang nangyari. sa mga sariling rooms namin kami nagsipag party.. may sportsfest kasi ng college sa gym, kaya aiun. medyo minalas kami, kasi kaming batch lang ang hindi nakapag-batch christmas' party sa gym. argh! badtrip. nagbayad kami ng 150 para sa food. pero anak ng tokwa! isang barbeque stick, isang maliit na chicken peice, palabok woth matching buko pandan for dessert. sheez! kulang yung para sa 150... mantakin mo. 150 times mo sa 37 na students.. 5 thous plus yun.. kulang! grabeh.. refund na lang yung 50 pesos namin. hehehe!=D natanggap ko sa exchange gift, t-shirt sa penshoppe. galing kay yna. tas i recieved a bear from pia. hand and body lotion from raiza, tas chain galing kay jec at janine. =D andami. samantalang ako walang gift para sa kanila. walang pera eh. hahah. after christmas' party sa school. we went to gateway. kasama tropa. we watched "tenacious D". it was a nice movie. ang ganda. it's about a rocker who wants to be famous.. blahblahblah. just watch the movie na lang para masaya. ok?! hehe. =D tas kumain kami ni pia sa jumbo jap's. japanese food. umuwi kami around 6:10.. kaming tatlo ni loj at pia ang magkakasama. magtataxi kasi si pia at ibaba kami sa quezon ave ni loj. tas magdyi-dyip na lang kami ni loj papuntang quiapo. eh kaso walang taxi na nagsasakay. andami na naming taxi nakikitang walang laman. pero ayaw magsakay! nakaka-asar. nalibot na namin buong gateway sobra!!! bandang huli nag-m.r.t na rin kami. buti na lang hindi ganun ka-puno nung sumakay kami. whew! kapagod. mga 8:15 nako nakarating sa bahay. bumili pa pala kami ni pia ng "go-nuts donuts".. hehe.=D pasalubong ko para kay mommy. hehehe. pero pagdating ko, wala pala.. nasa simbahan. kea aiun, inabangan ko na lang siya,=D haii..

sign.out.sooo.tired

we're the champs.. =D

2006-12-13T19:27:00.000+09:00

waaah! im soo happy this day!.. hehehe. =D sobra! nag-champs kami sa volleyball sa sportsfest! first game morning ys-10 vs. ys-11.. wala pa kasi silang talo. aiun nanalo kami. 2 sets lang. twice to beat sila kasi waiting na lang naman sila for championship round. natalo kasi nila kami kahapon. nung championship na. 3 sets in a row lang friend! panalo kami... waaah! ang saya sobra. badminton at basketball kaming seniors ang panalo!.. softball na lang and di pa tapos. tomorrow, yun na lang yung game na lalaruin. waaah! sana manalo kami. go seniors! hee. LoLx.

i wasn't able to blog yesterday. me and my pretty sister ate kat talked over the phone. grabeh! ang dami naming pinag-kwentuhan. we miss each other a lot. it's been years narin nung hindi kami nag-usap sa fone. sobra daming chika-galore. hahaha! aiun.. we're both plannin' to see each other on saturday pag wala siya lakad. she's on a leave for a week. hehe. pahinga-kuno. LoLx. peace ate! =D aiun. take care of yourself huh?! hope to see you soon. mwuaah!..

im missin' my friend na.. si special friend. hehe! sana makita ko na siya. ako kaya na-miss niya? eh kakausap lang namin kagabi. haha. bangag nga ata yun kagabi eh. over pagod. kakatapos lang magb-ball tas tumawag sakin. binaba namin kasi maliligo daw siya tsaka kakain. aiun. tas he didn't call back na. hehe. nakatulog na siguro. aiun. hope we're gonna talk tonight. LoLx.

sign.out.soo.tired

sportsfest..

2006-12-11T20:20:00.000+09:00

we had our opening program this early morning of our sportsfest at school. aiun. haha! medyo korny kasi walang cheering competition, pero it's okei. hehehe. first, nag-parade kami.. per batch. tas mg commercial.. haha! i mean my exhibition number yung mag taekwando kids. then, the WNCAA cheerleaders. aiun. okei naman. tas start na ng games. basketball muna. uhm, h.s.p. vs. ys-9. we thought na matatambakan yung h.s.p. pero pagdating sa huli, humabol. haha. ys-9 padin nanalo. 3 points lamang. aiun. then, ys-10 vs ys-9. etoh wala akong balita kung sinong nanalo. di kasi ako nanuod. i was practicing kasi dahil kami na next game after nun. then, volleyball naman. ys-11 vs. ys-9. 1st set, lose kami. 2nd set, we won. soo, my 3rd set.. aiun. thank God, kami nanalo. hehe. mga walang training kasi. hehe. after us, next game ys-10 vs. h.s.p.. ys-10 nanalo. almost yung mga magagaling na players kasi ng h.s.p nagsipag graduate na. kaya aiun.. haii. tas yung softball naman, wala pang balita. di alam kung kelan. they'll wait until there's no more rainy day.. lolx. panu pag umulan buong week?!?!.. ahahah.

i wasn't able to blog yesterday. ampf kasi.. walang connection. hirap! maybe it's beacuse of the bad weather. aiun.

badtrip tong araw na toh! yung phone ko!.. nabagsak ko! huhu!=( aius lang kasi ako nakabagsak. but the worst part it. ang laki ng gasgas. huhu!.. baka ipa "g-mask"? tama ba? g-mask? di ko kasi alam eh. yung sa i-pod madalas ginagawa. parang pain na ewan. worth 1 thou daw pero good for 3 years. kung ma-alaga ka, good for 5 years daw. i heard it from laleeh. haii. bibili na lang siguro muna ako ng crystal case. andaming gastusin eh. hahaha. pero badtrip talaga ako dahil dun! buti na nga lang di nabasag yung salamin. v3i kasi yung unit. mahal pa naman ng pagawa.

christmas is near na.. hmm?.. ano kaya magandang bilhin para sa sarili ko?! hahaha. potcha!.. buti na lang single ako ngayon, kundi gastusan nanaman. haha! aiun. sana may mag regalo sakin. joke!..

sign.out.bd3p

back home.

2006-12-09T20:06:00.000+09:00

waah! i miss our house so much. haii. i wasn't able to blog for 2 nights. it's because mom was admitted in the hospital. i happened like this. around 6:00 in the evening, my brother jayson (the eldest) called me on my phone. he asked me if i was still at school. i answered him "opo, pauwi pa lang." akala ko kasi papagalitan ako dahil late na. hehe. then he told me to go to capitol medical center. it's near my school.. he told me that were gonna fetch mom in the hospital. our mom works in metropolitan hospital in masangkay. she is the chief medical technologist thier. mom's blood pressure became 190/80. tapos yun sinisikmura siya.tas masakit yung ulo. tas nung nag-aayos na siya ng gamit, biglang nagsuka si mommy. aiun. dr. gawki, friend ni mommy, adviced her to go to the e.r. at magpa-check up tas magpa-admit na din. so we decided na magpa-admit na nga siya. kexa naman na umuwi pa siya sa bahay, tas biglang lumala yung sakit niya. so kuya went home to get some of out things and clothes. tas ako nag-stay na sa hospital. around 8:00 p.m. nadin kami nalipat sa private room. the room is quite big, nice and it has its own t.v. with cable. buti na lang at hindi ako mabobored kahit papaano. kasi may cable yung t.v. wahahah! pampalipas oras din yun. tas yun.. halos 1 day and 2 nights din ako walang normal meal. haii.. puro coffee. tas biscuit. nak ng! hahaha. nakakapagod din kasi ako lagi inuutusan. hehe. pero ayos lang. it's mommy naman eh. hehehe. many of mom's officemates were shocked nung nakita ako. kasi when they last saw me.. i was like uhm... soo big! haha. mataba pa ko nun. eh ngayon, may brace na.. tsaka i got thinner. dahil din sa soccer.. =D bumaba na din yung bloodpressure ni mommy nung 2nd night namin. kaya ngayon nakapag-out na kami. hehe. thank god mommy is o.k. na.. hehehe.

tas i went to my dentist this afternoon. nagpunta na ko kasi pag di pa ko pumunta, mahihirap na ko isingit sa sched ko. hehe! my elastics are color baby blue na. walang light green badtrip. haha! =D

i don't know why im cravin for french fries and chicken of Mcdonalds ryt now. ayaw ko namang magpa-order dahil mawawala ipon ko. mommy kasi dapat lilibre ako eh. dibale.. pag umalis kami magpapalibre ako. wahaha.

sign.out.sound3p.mode

birthday.school work

2006-12-06T23:21:00.000+09:00

happeee burthday to tep!.. =D hihi, another birthday bash! LoLx! =D haii.. daming nagbuburthday ngayong december ah. hehe! aius. =D we had a, uhm.. sort of a reunion sa hawz nila tep kanina. yung mga kabarkada namin na lumipat na ng school namely: michelle bilbao, nikki taule and daryl lopez were there kanina. waaah! ang saya. hehe! ang kukulit namin. nagka-karaoke kami. super saya! hihi. =D sabi ko nga kay tep dapat she invited dom, jim, jojo and jomel. haii aiun! patricia san gabriel was also there. hmm.. mga 7:45 na ko nakauwi. iniwan nga ako nila bhez eh. nakaka-asar. di bale, kasabay ko naman si cyril sa dyip. aiun.

uhm, about school work.. aiun. i had my mastery test kanina sa c.l.e. module 9. nakakapraning yung mga questions. kahit mag-review ka malilito ka swear! ainako!.. puro hula na nga lang ata ginawa ko dun eh. wahaha!=D tapos yun last period namin which is speech.. aiun! malas. sir magat got mad. kasi walang nangyayari sa play namin. walang pagbabago. even though yung mga actors and actresses walang script at halos di alam ang gagawin. the presentation of the play will be on january.. so we only have a month to prepare. haii.. sabi pa ni sir, i-cleared na daw niya kami sa subject niya. kahit daw wala kaming nagawa. he's really mad.. aiun! patay. bahala na si superman..

about my friend.. na as always mentioned naman sa mga posts ko. aiun. he called kanina sakto pagkatapos ko magbihis. nako! ang kuhlet niya. he called me "bie" akala ko nga si bongay eh. pero naisip ko, bongay won't call me sa landline.. tapos ang kuhlet. haha! sabi pa niya he will fetch me daw tomorrow sa school. wweeiirrdd mmmaaannn! LoLx! he said that he cooked spaghetti daw. sabi ko bakit. sabi niya, wala lang, his dad just wanted him to cook spaghetti. aius eh noh! =D lakas pa ng burp niya kanina! haha! =D i invited him to watch the game of the basketball boys on friday. pero i dunno if he will come, bahala na daw. aiun. =D

sige na poh. have to rest pa. i have just finished doing my module on eco. and im tired. so better out..

sign.out

thesis.parties.cramming

2006-12-05T20:39:00.001+09:00

all of us 4th year students are vvveeerrryyy BUSY doing our thesis. deadline of it will be on december 7, thursday this week. waaah! lahat kami nanga-ngarag na kakagawa ng thesis! hehe.. nakakapagod. hmm, parang ang bilis ng panahon ngayon. iba talaga pag 4th year.. hindi naman ganito kabilis last year eh. haii. aiun. lahat kami nagsisipag na.

our school held an investiture this morning. kaya wala kaming p.e. subject kasi ang mga p.e. facilitators ang in-charge dun. wala tuloy kaming softball kanina. =( hehehe. sa statistics ko naman, module 6 na lang kulang tsaka 1st A.T. tas updated na ko. pero yung eco ko, nalalate ako.. tsktsk! haii. kailangan pang maghabol. hmm.. nakakapagod tong araw na toh. nakak-drain ng energy pag nag-aaral. hehe! buti na lang di pa ko tumataba ng todo dahil sa kakakain. hindi nga pala ako naglulunch kaso sa kakatipid. christmas is near na! kaya kailangan magtipid.. haha! LoLx!

we also had our club christmas party kanina. share kami ni em-em sa b-b-q. haha! i forgot to buy my exchange gift.. kaya aiun. kawawa yung nabunot ko, sabi ko to be followed na lang. si jomaila pa naman yun. hehe. tas yung macaroni ko, binigay ko kay bhez! haha.. hindi ko nga siya masyado nakasama eh. may practice pa naman sila para sa battle. lapit na nga rin pala yung battle of the bands and youth's night.

to be honest.. parang i can't feel the spirit of christmas. dito sa hawz walang decorations. either christmas lights of christmas tree wala. ano kaya yun!? magpapasko na ba talaga?! we used to have decorations by november. pero ngayon ni isa wala!!! puro problema kasi dito sa bahay eh. haii grabeh.. kailan kaya ako mawawalan ng problema?.. kahit saglit lang. damn!..

about dun naman sa friend ko na nafo-fall ako. aiun.. di nagpaparamdam. parang wala na. hehe. di bale. magte-text or tatawag naman siya kapag may problema eh.

gotta go.. have to do my thesis pa. take care guyz! mwuahuggz!=D

sign.out

first monday of december

2006-12-04T21:12:00.000+09:00

it's PIA's burthday today! (my twin! haha..) wheee.. hapee burthday tol! you're getting old na! wahaha. uhm, belated hapee burthday na din kay partener JA! =D hapee burthday xenio! mwuahmwuahh. wish you guyz more burthdays to come. libre nio naman kami. wahaha! aiun. hapee burthday din kay MAVIN! hihi! =D

i wasn't able to tell you guyz na niloko ko yung bhez kong si pancho. hehe! last friday kasi.. ang dapat ko lang nalolokohin sana, si pia.. i told pia na we're about to leave the country that day. 6p.m. papunta na kaming N.A.I.A. airport tas 10p.m. yung flight namin papuntang New York. haha! eh trip-trip lang naman yun. tas naparanoid na si pia. sinabi nia kay pancho. haha! tas si bhez (pancho) naman, biglang nagtext. aiun. i didn't expect na may listahan pa siya ng mga papasalubong niya.. haha! kuhlet. pero nadala din pala siya sa joke ko. naniwala. hihi! i admitted right away kasi pia na it's not true na aalis kami. she called my phone cyring.. eh naawa na ko. sinabi ko na, na joke time lang yun. wahehe! lakas trip ba?! tehn early morning sa school, todo tago ako kay bhez. buti na lang at cooking pala nila. hehe! dapat nga itetext ko siya para i-remind about dun sa food ko eh. whaha! aiun. nakita din niya ko nung last subject. napanganga. haha! ang bad ko ba?! LoLx! infairness.. naging sweet si bhez nung akala niyang aalis talaga ako. haha! haii.. an bestfriend ko tlaga! wabshew bhez! *peace*

about our subjects naman... aiun. parang us 4th yr students ay wala pa sa situation na nagcra-cram.. pero nafi-feel ko nga na parang di kami makaka-graduate eh. haii! daming pang extra-curricular. tas on this coming friday, there's no classes kasi immaculate conception. bawas araw na naman yun para samin. hmmm.. grabeh! tas yung sa incoming intramurals pa nga dibah?!.. haii. God tulungan nio na lang po kami. give us strength!.. aiun.

about mom naman.. aiun. she's still mad at me. yah i know, it's my fault so i should be the one to say sorry. eh i don't wanna talk to her muna. let her chill.. hehehe. tsaka baka lalong uminit ulo nun. nga pala.. she talked to my cousins.. kasi yung mag cousins ko.. kakatapos lang magexam. nursing kasi cousre nila, eeh diba may re-take?.. last saturday at sunday lang. kea aiun. eh kanina walang pasok si mommy at yung mga cousins ko sa haws lang,.. so kwentuhan galore sila. aiun. they talked about me daw. on wut course daw ba talaga kukunin ko.. sabi nila pinsan kay mommy, "tita, yun po ata ang kukunin niyang course." aiun. sabi ni ermat, "maiimpluwensyihan niyo pa bang mag-nursing yan?"... tas sabi nila. "opo!" in a synchronize voice pa daw! haha. mga patawa talaga tong mga pinsan ko. naiisip ko din namang mag-nursing, pero hindi ako ganun na sobrang willing.. trip ko kasi mag-h.r.m. then mag-culinary afterwards.. aius yun dibah? kaso.. naisip ko mahal! mahal ang tuition fee!.. mamumulubi kami. haha!.. bahala na!..

i have this friend.. named Alvin. actually, i call him "kuya alvin".. aiun. nasa london na! hmm.. namimiss ko na din.. haii! i miss our kulitan moments. haha! sobrang kalog yun swear! aiun.. thank God yahoo messenger is here.. aiun. chatchat na lang para may conversation. pati yung bestfriend ko nuong elementary, si jim. tas yung elementary crush ko din, si dom! hahaha.. namimiss ko na sila.. si jojo din. yung basketball player namin sa kada na sobrang kulit! haii.. ill buy webcam tsaka microphone para makausap ko sila.. =D im missing them sooo much!... haii!.. mwuahuggzz!..

about this friend na nafo-fall ako.. aiun. okei na siya. he's fine. kausap ko kanina sa landline. naka-move on na sa ex niya. onting realization lang naman eh. hehe. sa ngayon, we're good friends. really good friends.=D and im contented on our relationship na ganun. hehehe. basta ako.. tutulungan ko na lang siya pag may prob siya. diba diba?! much better kung ganun. hehe. LoLx!..

sign.out.chiLLin'

worried me..

2006-12-02T19:12:00.001+09:00

yesterday.. id rather call it yesternight. haha! we fetched my kuya conrad in N.A.I.A.. he's from dubai. aiun. from 7:30p.m. up to 12:30a.m. andun kami sa airport. 4 flights pala ang scheduled ngayon from dubai. sheez! daming tao kahapon. super! ang traffic pa. we arrived home past 2:30a.m. already.

before we fetch my brother.. im with my friend. and this friend of mine has a BIG problem. i don't know if it's already as big as the universe (o.a. tin ha?!) pero i think its not that big.. it's about his family and sort of his love life. whew! magsama ba ang dalawang teribleng problema!? im really worried bout him.. sooo worried! i don't even know wut to do. pati ako namro2blema. haii.. hindi ako mapakali. first thing i did when i woke up is to check my phone if he texted me. i received 6 messages.. wala siyang text ni isa! argh! im so damn worried. i don't even know where the hell is he? or if he already ate his breakfast, lunch, dinner... blah blah! haii nako!!! what am i supposed to do ba? napaparanoid na ko dito. im trying to call his phone pero yung phone ko naman ayaw mag-outgoing call. argh! badtrip.

about this damn hell 4 day vacation.. asar din! much more better kung pati saturdays and sundays may pasok na lang. i really don't wanna stay here at home! the more i stay here.. the more ko lang naiisip problema ko. naghahabol pa kami for the 3rd p.t.c. and we still have our upcoming intramurals. haii.. daming prob. ano bang uunahin ko?..

for tomorrow.. pinagtitinda naman ako nila kuya sa store. eh ayoko namang magtinda! nakakapagod yun noh! tas sunday pa. so it only means monday right after. may pasok!.. hindi ba nila alam yun?! papagurin nila ako. bakit ganito buhai!?!?!?! ang daming problema.. asar!!!

one more thing.. hindi ko rin pala alam kung pano ko i-uupdate itong blogspot at yung multiply ng sabay. parang ang hirap nun ah!?.. argh! copy paste ko na nga lang.

sign.out.problematic

thursday sadness..

2006-11-30T22:32:00.000+09:00

haii.. 4 days of vacation?! nahh.. id rather be at school than be here,.. stucked in our house. computer, cellphone and landline are the only things that making me alive in here!

darn! i hate this kind of life!.. bullshit!.. problems are suddenly popping-out! whew!!! naguguluhan na ko. why is HE so special to me?! why does HE make me feel so damn special?! why?!?!?

*sign.out*

frydei..

2006-11-24T22:02:00.000+09:00

yesterday, i wasn't able to update my bloggie. i was with pia (my bestfrnd) from 6:00 up to 9:00 in the evening. Wala kasi siyang susi sa house nila, and her parents together with her cousin and tito went to batangas. kaya aiun. syempre, kawawa naman bstfrnd ko, so i decided to come with her. i asked mom that i will be late. pero anong nangyari?... binabaan pa ko ng cellphone! haii. nagpapa-alam na nga, binababaan pa. eh pag di ka nagpaalam, magagalit naman. whew! anlabo nila! aiun.. so i just texted my cousin, telling her that im with pia. blahblahblah.. afterwards, me and pia went to rice 'o' box, sa may convergyz sa commonwealth beside st. peter's parish. we ate our dinner their. after that her mom called telling us that we should go to mcdonlad's quezon ave. in front of crossings and national bookstore. so me and pia waited there until they arrive. aiun. hinatid din nila ko sa bahay. na-una pa nga ako maka-uwi kay mommy eh. haha! mom didn't get mad naman. i explained to her the whole thing. kea aiun. i arrived in our house at exactly 9:10.

hmmm.. about today. uhm, our girl's soccer team didn't have our training. but coach told me that he'll resume the training on monday or tuesday. btw, our boy's soccer team will be having their game on sunday. goodluck to them! =D then will be having our next tournament in U.P. Los Banos. weeeh! im soo excited! hot spring ulit after ng tournament. wahehe! we always have our outing (bonding!) after the game. haii!.. aiun. magpapasko na! haha.. i can really feel the cold breeze nowadays..

plans for tom?

uhm.. 4 or 5 of my barkada will be celebrating their birthday tomorrow at laleeh's house. weeh! masayang party nanaman toh! haha! i haven't asked permission from my parents bout this. but surely they'll let me.. andun si pia eh. hahaha! 1st thing i'll do is to update in C.L.E.. then, kapag sinipag.. baka manuod ng WNCAA cheering competition. afterwards, party na! hahaha! haii..

*sign.out.im.tired*

sad and lonely..

2006-11-22T20:04:00.000+09:00

haii... this day i feet so sad and lonely. wanna know why? i don't know either.. haha! i really don't know. nga pala, i wasn't able to blog yesterday beacause my dear brother rod said that he will be using the computer for some important matter. (wushooo! magiinternet lang yun! nyaha!)

about yesterday.. our batch had again our batch picture. yes my dear friend, again.. its because when they developed our pictures, our faces are too small daw.. ehekz! kea aiun. picture galore nanaman kami. we took pictures for almost 2 subjects. kea walang statistics at p.e. grrrr! i was excited pa naman for p.e kasi volleyball. hehehe! im one of the players sa intrams! yipeee! no. 11 ako. wahaha! =D LoLx!

about today, uhm.. we watched the movie "a.k.o. batch 81" (alpha kappa omega). it's a movie about fraternity/brotherhood (kapatiran). the movie is kinda morbid, eh pano ba naman nung mag-aaway na yung 2 fraternity, ampopooo nagkalaslasan na ng neck. can u imagine? sumisirit yung dugo?! its sooo morbid. pero i enjoy watching it. hahaha! nakaktuwa yung mga initiation. there is an initiation so called "unggoy-ungguyan", na they have to run outside the campus naked (wearing only briefs). and they have the usual initiation, yung ginagamitan ng paddle. yung isa pang kadiri eh yung iinumin mo yung beer pero... hindi mo lulunukin. ibabalik mo din dun sa glass, lahat gagawin yun tas kung sino yung mapiling uubos nung beer.. naku! goodluck na lang sakanya, lulunukin niya yun.. kailangan bottoms up! hihihi! may namatay din as usual. haii.. its our activity for our guidance awareness.. they held activities like that for us students to be aware and to say to us na wag ng magbalak pang sumali sa mga fraternity.

about my next subjects.. aius naman. i looove physics coz im updated on it. but my hatest.. STATISTICS! damn!.. ang hahaba ng m.a. niya. starting from module 5 up to the last module ang hahaba na. activities pa nga pang sa module ang haba na eh. ampf! tas pinag-iinitan pa ko nung teacher namin dun. haii badtrip. na-S.T.A.T. kasi ako kanina sa module 5 niya eh, samantalang tama naman yung graph ko. ampopooo naman oh! uulitin ko nanaman yung tomorrow. i lack 2 modules on that subject. module 5 and 6, eh ang hahaba pa namna nun. buti pa physics wala akong kulang. grrrr!!! asar talaga siya. nawalan tuloy ako ng gana mag-m.a. sa stat! bullshit! dami pang requirements na kailangan. sa speech-life plan and anecdotal, sa eco-research, trigo ko pa.. waaaaah! taena ang dami.. maka-graduate kaya ako as first batch?! whew goodluck na lang sakin!.. haiii.

about me being sad and lonely.
sometimes when i lay down on my bed.. it just pop out of my mind, na parang ang lungkot ko. hehe! ewan ko ba.. siguro i just act so bitter these past few days. minsan kasi when i check on my cellphone, no one's texting me (samantalang, unlimited ako)... ampf! parang ewaaaan! nakaka-miss din ng may nanlalambing. haha! yeah i admit. though i have my friends around me, still there's a feeling na you want someone to care to you... extra-ordinary care! alam mo na yan, kung sino ka mang nagbabasa ng blog ko. hehehe! aiun. tama na nga toh. nagiging bitter lang ako lalo. geh na! i have to print my work on music. tomorrow na lang..

*sign.out.bitter.me*

im back guyz..

2006-11-20T21:55:00.000+09:00

whew! its been 6 months since i last updated my blog. hehehe! i kind li-low updating my blog for some good reasons naman eh. haha! aiun.

soo.. wuts new on me ryt now? ehekz. etoh, happy bein' single! LoLx! i have all my friends around me, so why should i be sad? why should i go to a lilttle dirty corner and think about the past!? duh?! haha!.. im done and over with my past. happy and contented on wut i have ryt now. im just concentrating on my studies and on my soccer team.=D i have tons of work to do pa for school. daming projects and never-ending modular activities. nyaha! it's fun learning. kaso minsan nakakapagod na. puro formulas and nasa utak namin. we students need a break din naman. haii! kapagod. everytime nga na magpapalit ng subject i can feel my tummy craving for something. haha! (katakawan mo lang yan tin!) pero tuwing nag-sisispag ako mag-aral, lalo akong ginugutom. ganun daw talaga sabi ng mga doctors. syempre gumagana daw yung brain/mind natin.. eh ang pagkain, gasolina daw yun. haha! aiuz, kaya pala di nakakapag-ipon yung iba.

nyweiz, change topic.

kagabi, it's sunday ryt? napagtripan naming panuorin yung the ring sa channel 2. eh i have this idea to cook pop-corn. tutal, my microwave naman, kaya sandali lang. dalawang balot na ng pop-corn ang niluto ko kasi alam kong di magkakasiya ang isa samin. haha! in the middle of the movie, naubos na yung pop-corn. eh si kuya rod, gusto pa ng pop-corn. so, yung dalawa kong cousins na gurl, bumaba para magluto pa ulit. so the 2 of them were the last one who use the microwave...
now, when i was about to leave the house (so that i could go to school na), mom and dad arrived from our other house (don antonio), they were using the microwave but the microwave isn't working. aiun! *poof* nagalit na! fukc!... sabi ba naman, hindi daw marunong magpahalaga sa mga bagay-bagay. pinipihit daw agad yung timer pabalik sa 0 kahit na may ilang minutes pa na nagluluto. eh mga adik ata sila eh! ampf!!! asar talaga! that's the only reason kung bakit naaasar ako ngayong araw na toh! they don't even know how careful i am when im using that microwave! kesho mom's worried and problematic where the hell is she going to repair that dumb microwave! ginusto ko bang masira yung microwave!? gggrrrr!!! asar tlaga. eh puyat pa namanako kagabi. 3 in the morning na ko nakatulog. kasi nakatulog ako ng 4 ng hapon hanggang 7:45 ng gabi. haaiii!!! badtrip talaga! ewan ko sakanila. hirap magpalaki ng magulang!...

*sign.out.badtrip*

sorry for the stupid things..

2006-05-29T01:44:00.000+09:00

right now.. im missin' him sooo much! and its killing me.. damn this life! im getting paranoid. i don't know wut to do. fukc..

hon.. sorry for the stupid things. hai. just listen to the song. the song will be the one who'll explain my feelings.. i love you hon!!! don't leave. please please don't leave... ='(

missing you..

2006-04-29T11:41:00.000+09:00

hai.. i miss blogging so much. aiun. uhm, we broke up na poh. =( kagabi lang. it's sad to hear pero yun na eh. lack of communication and time for each other. siguro nga we had the right love at the wrong time. di pa kasi ako legal na magka boyfriend.. eh yun. i miss him so much and i'll miss him forever. love ko pa din naman siya eh. kahit di na kami, i could still continue loving him.. dibah?! =D aiun. wala akong masabi. kinda feel sad in the same way i feel happy for him. alam ko naman na happy siya ngayon kahit na wala na ko. oh tin, wag kang iiyak. hehehe! aiun. basta dito lang ako. if you feel left-out diyan sainyo or may prob, lam mo naman kung san ako tatawagan eh. aiun. take care of yourself huh? take care also of my memories... aiun poh. i wont blog muna. tigil muna ko. basta magbloblog din ako. ingat kayong lahat. mwuah!

sign.out.chill.muna

whatta summer vacation

2006-04-12T21:32:00.000+09:00

wake up time: 8:30 a.m.
my baby called me up at that time that's why im up already. alarm clock ko sya. hehehe. di naman sa ghanun. sarap lang kasi na pag gigising ka sa umaga siya una mong makakausap. ang gaan sa pakiramdam. haaay! =D hindi ko pa nga nasagot kagad yung first call niya eh. tinopak kasi yung fone ko. ayaw mapindot nung answer! whaaa! i really need to buy a new fone already. sana yung baby ko magka fone na din para may communication kami anytime.

this day i was plannin' to drop by sa school to get a copy of an i.p. kay sir dejarme. afterwards, sympre pupunta na ko sa baby ko. hindi ata ako umaalis ng hindi siya yung reason. medyo madalang na kasi kami magkita at magkausap. haaay. sana may pasok na lang. ayoko na talaga magbakasyon. hindi ko kasi siya nakakausap. it feels like yung seconds nagiging minutes, minutes nagiging hours, hours naman nagiging day.. waaah! parang ang tagal ng oras pag di ko siya kasama. ang hirap kasi eh, hindi pa kami legal. ayaw pa talaga nila ermat at erpat. hay! gusto nila college pa. and i im wishin' and hopin' na sana makapaghintay baby ko ng isa pang year para maging legal na tlaga kami. grabeh! ngayon ko nafi-feel yung hirap. kasi lahat ng kilos ko gwardiyado. hay! parang nasa bahay ako ni kuya. ewan ko ba. mom always comparing this generation to their generation. eh ibang iba na tlga mga kabataan ngayon noh. hay. ang hirap magpalaki ng magulang. *grin* =D kiding aside, i understand them naman kung bakit sila ganun. sympre, wala namang magulang na gustong mapahamak yung anak niya. pero si mama, iba talaga! ang tindi! para siyang MIRINDA! hahaha! ang taray. parang palaging dinadatnan ng period niya. nasa menopausal stage daw kasi kaya ganyan. hay ewan ko ba. ako naman si anak de intinde na lang. wala naman akong magagawa kung hindi sumunod. pag nangatwiran iisipin sumasagot ka. hanep eh noh. eh di mas maganda manahimik ka na lang. dibuh?!

pinagtatalunan pa namin kung anong course ang kukunin ko. pano ba naman kasi they want me to take up NURSING! eh hindi ko naman gusto. mom keep on insisting me na mag-nursing. kahit di niya sinasabi na, "oh, nursing ang kukunin mo ha?" still, yun yung gusto niyang iparating. kasi, yun naman tlaga gusto nila. balang araw, hindi na din magiging in demand ang nursing. pag nag nursing ako sa college at grumaduate ako, marami ng nagnunursing nun. may slots pa kaya para sakin pag nangyari yun?! waaah! kaloka mga tao ditoh sa earth!

ayoko ng magbakasayon. mas gusto kong pumasok! swear!!! pag may pasok may baon. may ginagawa. ayokong magtinda ng magtinda! naiinip ako. dibale alm ko nman aftr ng paghihirap ko may kapalit din na ginhawa... waka ng drama moh tiiiiiin!!!!

about today, nagkita kami ng baby ko. i dropped by sa hawz nila without letting him know bout it. kasi ba naman biniro ako. may lakad daw siya. eh ang alam ko masakit ang arms niya dahil tinanggal ang tattoo niya. tapos kung sino pa kasama. aiun. poof! magic... nagulat siya bat nandun ako sa may pinto nakatayo. =D he was really surprised. mahilig siyang mang-surprise, ako din mahilig. hehehe! aiun. tas nagkaroon ng little arguement, kasi naman ina-aning lang pala ako. nakaka-asar kaya. hay! pero ok lang. minsan kasi pag ina-aning niya ko, parang nakaka-inis na nakaka-tuwa in some pint. nakaka-inis kasi nakak-asar yung mga dahilan, nakaka-tuwa kasi pag-iisipin mo yung mga nangyari, biro lang pala ang lahat. hay ewan.. pag talag tumatagal ang relationship. mas nagiging matitindi yung mga problems na dumarating, tas sympre, mag nagiging strong. hindi lang LOVE ang bumubuhay sa isang relationship kung hindi TRUST din kung wala kayong trust sa isa't isa... patay!!!

ei jackie.. thnx for ur help ha? thnx tlga gurl. ur such a nice friend. sana kahit hindi puro prob dala ko sayo, kahit puro kalokohan naman... nanjan ka pa din.=D sobrang thnk you! teeeceee! kita tayo minsan. miss na kita.

sa baby ko:
baby, thnx for everything huh? for always being there for me. alam ko yung mga problems na hinaharap nating toh', malalagpasan na sa huli, tayo pa din. basta, ako i'll work hard pa to bring back your trust ulit sakin. i know na hindi ghanun kadali ibalik yun pero im really workin' on it tlga. patience pa kasi matagal tagal pa tayo magiging legal samin. pero if that time comes, panigurado lahat ng problema natin ngayon ok na. dapat tulungan tayo sa lahat ng bagay ha? pag may prob yung isa or may nararamdan, sabihin kagad. dapat open. give and take relationship. walang gantihan. tapos dapat HONEST dibah sabi mo? lahat ng mga mistakes ko ngayon alam ko na. natuto na kong lahat dun. importante ako at ikaw pa din. iisa. ha?! never letting go... don't change huh?! im gonna miss you. i love you sooooooo much baby ko! mwuah!

sign.out.chill.sa.aking.duyan

p.t.c.

2006-03-31T18:36:00.000+09:00

waaah! my p.t.c. was hella' fine. mom didn't get mad that much as i thought. hahaha! aiun. i have 2 backlog subjects, a.p. and guess what!!! the other one is p.e.!!! waaah! i didn't expect na magiging backlog ko pa yun! hanep tlga! lulupet!... ewan ko ba. pero mahahabol ko naman yung mga yun sa first week of classes net school year eh, updating daw yung frist week. kaya aiun. bawal magsummer class/aup. ahaha! lolz!

about dun naman kay dad, aiun. mejo di pa rin niya ko kinakausap. di pa rin normal treatment. iba pa din. halata pa din na my galit pa siya. haaay! sana di na siya magalit. i'm really sorry dad. waaaah! =,(

sa hubbie ko: sweet, thanks for always being there for me huh?! la na kong ibang maaasahan kung hindi ikaw lang. ur the only one i can turn to when im really really down. kaw lang kasi nakakapagpatahan sakin kapag umiiyak ako eh. kaw lang nakapagpapasaya sakin ng ghanun ka tindi. basta thanks po sa lahat. siguro hindi ko pa nasasabi sayo kung gano ako ka thankful na nadyan ka sa tabi ko. kaya etoh po.. "thanks a lot sweetie!" yun po. palaging mag iingat huh?! tas wag magpapagod. hehehe! dito lang din ako palagi para sayo. mwuah! i love you sweetie! =D

sign.out.tired.already

session. fault. scolded. forgiven? backlog

2006-03-29T18:45:00.000+09:00

last saturday, me and my friends had a little party at carly's crib. not all of my friends were there. only jhame, maila, sheila, jec, jr, jap, lean, dan, maquera, jules, lionel were there. di ko sure kung ala akong nakalimutan pero lam ko meron. hehehe. sorry.

medyo, aiun. inumaga na ko ng uwi. pag uwi ko syempre. sermon ang almusal. hahaha. yah yah, i know it's my fault. i really feel sorry naman eh. grabeh kaya iyak ko nun. BAD GIRL kasi ako eh. haaay! i didn't even call at home just to let them know na nasa haws ako nila carly. dad and mom told me na i didn't ask permission that i'll be going to a party. i told dad 'bout it. friday night after we ate sa napoli at timog, i told him already 'bout it na, kaso mukhang di niya naalala. kaya aiun. *poof!* galit sila sakin. haay. i really feel sorry. kung alam lang nila. waaah! admitted naman ako na it's my fault eh. at admitted din ako na im a BAD BAD GIRL! aiun. so i must accept the concequences of wut i did.

pati hubbie ko kaya, nagalit sakin. we really had an arguement. dahil sa katigasan ng ulo ko. he told me that he will wait for me hanggang sa makauwi ako. kaso aiun. na- bangag ako. i wasn't able to call at home at i wasn't able to inform him na im still at carly's hawz. patay! aiun. parang sumabog ulit yung bulkang pinatubo. i really cried a lot. sobra. i wasn't able to breathe properly na nga nun eh. si ate ning our helper sa hawz was the one who really comforted me. haaay! naka dramahan pa nga dito sa hawz eh. aiun. sobra shocking ang mga pangyayari. -(03/25/06)

last sunday naman, me and my kuya rod were supposed to be at my ninang's hawz sa kamuning. wala lang. a little get together lang. kain sa labas. sa napoli! hahaha! favorite. kaso i told ninang nga na we can't go kasi no one will be left at home coz' mom, dad and ate ning went to commonwealt. ganun naman ang routine nila tuwing sunday eh. pupuntang don antonio. haaay! di na nagbago. tsaka i told ninang too that we have so many things to do pa. kaya aiun. sayang nga eh. lolz! actually, gusto ko muna kasing pumirme dito sa hawz, i mean mag-stay, mag pahinga. kasi kakadating ko nga ang alis na ulit. kapagod yun. waaah! -(03/26/06)

about today. i wake up at 8:55 a.m.

cramming

2006-03-17T20:58:00.000+09:00

waaaah! im really cramming na sa studies ko. ngayon lang ako na-pressure ng ganito katindi! grabeh pala talaga. nasa huli ang pagsisisi. dapat nuon palang talaga nag-sipag na ko. pero and dami kasing activities ngayong year eh. naipit talaga kaming lahat. i wish mom won't get mad at me pag hindi ko na cleared lahat. hope she'll understand me. im really trying my best to finish all my modules on time. haaaay! sana my parents would know how much effort i put just to finish my modules on time. hindi na nga ako kumakain eh. nakakalimutan ko na yun. sobrang wala na kong time para kumain. waaah! masarap mag-aral kung sa tamang oras, pero kung madalian.. ay ambot! sige kayo na lang! galingan niyo ha?!

this afternoon, there was a tribute for the graduating students. haay! medyo badtrip pero ok lang. badtrip kasi, its just a waste of time for us students na naghahabol. kahit sila sila na lang mga 4th yr and nandun. tutal its for them not for us. kailangan pa naming maghabol sa mga kulang namin. ok lang naman kasi, good thing naisip nilang magkaroon ng ganun para sa mga gragraduate pero hindi na nila kami dapat pang isama pa... grrr!!!

si pia naman, pumunta sa hawz after school, dismissal. ala lang. she just want to see our hawz. i invited her also para makita. hindi pa kasi siya nakakpunta samin eh. kaya aiun. balik din kami ng school afterwards. nagpalit lang ako ng slippers. una biak na bato kami pumunta na gate. akalain mo ba namang, sinaraduhan siya ng guard ng gate eh wet paint yung gate. nyetah yung guard na yun. eh pano kung nadikitan yung damit ni pia. galit na galit yung kapatid kong yun. hahah! tapos daan kaming cuenco sabi ko saknya, "tol, wag mo ng balaking pumasok sa cuenco, naka-slippers lang ako, alam mo naman tong school natin. *grin*" so last choice sto.domingo na gate. buti na lang kilala ako nung guard, aiun! naka-pasok din kami. gumawa kami ng kung anu-anong storya, kunyari yung project ko iniwan niya. kaya aiun, nakapasok kami. hahaha! dami naming kalokohan.

tomorrow, graduation na ng 4th year. mawawalan na naman ng batch na magugulo. hehehe! eventhough hindi masyadong clos eyung batch nila sa batch namin, still nakaklungkot. like si isay mawawala na, super close ko pa naman yung babaeng yun. sila mervin, miro, sophie, bruce (mabuting kaibigan!)... ah basta congrats sa lahat ng gragraduate! galingan niyo pa! hehehe =D

to my sweetie:
sweet, i know ur not in the mood to talk to me right now. i do understand you naman eh. basta po.. take your time, i know maraming tumatakbo dyan sa isip mo. just always remember that wutever happen... im olweiz hir for you, ready to take away all the pain and the burden that you're feeling. i love you so much sweeite! no one cud ever stop me from loving you. just take care of yourself and don't ya try to skip meals. bad yun! tapos po, take your medicines huh?! may ubo't sipon ka pa naman. pazaway kasi eh. i love you so much sweetie ko! mwuah!!! advance happy 8th monthsary! grabeh!!! talagang nagiging strong na yung relationship natin. i know at times, problems come to test the both of us. kung talagang kaya natin lahat ng problemang harapin na hanggang sa huli eh tayo parin. basta sweetie, hold on tight! wag bibitaw. i love and trust you so much! xobra!!! swear! ingat ka palagi huh?! mwuahugzz!!!

sign.out.ima.go.now

on leave

2006-03-09T20:37:00.000+09:00

guyz i just want to tell you that i can't blog for the upcoming days... i'll be more busy na po kasi. i have to finish all my school works (modules & exams) and projects. don't worry i'll update you if i have my free time. just leave messages on my "wordy" cbox, and i'll answer them as soon as i have read them, orayt?!

uhm.. as usual im late kanina sa pagising. hindi ko pala na-alarm fone ko. ampf!!! aiun. dami kong free time kanina pero hindi naman ako nag-uupdate. ewan ko ba! alam ko naman na madami pang dapat gawin pero hindi ako gumagawa. argh! naiinis na ko sa sarili ko.

tapos sobra pang daming problema. hindi ko alam kung anong uunahin ko. gulong gulo isip ko sobra. haay God. sana po tulungan niyo kaming lahat. kaming mga taong naghihirap dito sa mundo niyo. alam ko po you're just testing us to be strong, but please God... give us enought strength din po para harapin naman yung mga challenges niyo para samin. sana po lahat ng tao bigyan niyo ng peace of mind. haaay Lord God, tulungan niyo po kaming lahat.

sa hubbie ko...
hon, im missing us, the real us. haaay. basta kahit anong mangyari, nandito lang ako you'll always have my support on your side. whatever you wish to do... promise po. nandito lang ako, hindi kita iiwan. sana mas maging strong pa tayo.. uhm, as long as i have you and you have me, we can get thru all of this. just trust, have faith, understand, patience and love always. i love you so much hon. no letting go and don't change po. mwuah!!! take care baby ko. =)

.ice8tin.

messed up

2006-03-07T15:18:00.000+09:00

i woke up late around 8:00. mom was screaming at me. she was asking me if im going to school or wut? duh hell! i didn't even ate my breakfast. (sanay naman akong hindi nagbrebreakfast eh!)
actually, im not in the mood to go to school. still, im not feeling well. but then, i decided to go to school coz i have my a.p. subject today and more worst it's two periods. waaah! my ears and my head are popping! wwwaaaah!!!!

when i was already inside the campus, that's the time i felt that i really don't wanna go to school. nahihilo ako! ang bigat pa ng ulo ko. for short, im not in the mood to study today! but i told myself that i have to. the school year is near to end and if i didn't clear up my subjects mom will totally blast off me!!!

recess time: i miss my kada a lot. haaay! i told my bhez ralph that i have this "tampo" with him coz' he didn't even bother text me and ask me if im fine. but im just joking him. aiun. logies and dan are playing with maila. they keep on throwing pellets (small tiny round balls for pellet guns) to maila. while maila kepp on screaming and saying badwords. hahaha! they made my feeling kinda well naman...

then around 12:45, i went to the clinic to get a slip, a slip that would allow me to go home already. i told the nurse that im dizzy and i have a headache. the nurse let me have it. at around 1:00, i went home already.

........................

but there's one thing missing... it's RYAN. haaay! i don't know what to do... we had an arguement yesterday after i blog. and i can't believe that we're gona fight over that matter. maybe the impact to him is really a big one, that's why he get mad at me. i was really crying in vain. im already begging him to please forgive me. and i was kinda sick yesterday. my temperature kinda went up alil' bit. i pampered myself with a towel. haaaay! im really sorry hon if i have hurt you. i didn't mean to do that. i wish we're back to normal. im really sorry baby. ='< and i miss you, i miss you sooo much... ='( take care of yourself. i love you!

.ice8tin.

absent

2006-03-06T21:16:00.000+09:00

i didn't went to school today. may sinat pa ako pag gising ko eh. tsaka mabigat pa yung pakiramdam ng ulo ko so i decided not to go to school. kaya ayiun, i really miss a lot. nag m.a. pa naman sila sa chem at geom. shiiiyyyeeeet!!! wala akong kakopyahan! hahahaha! ayos lang yun. napapsa ko naman yung mga m.a. ko kahit hindi ako nangongopya eh. hahaha! lolx! pero still, dami kong na-miss. baka mahirapan ako maghabol. haaaay! dapat after lunch papasok ako eh. kaso sayang lang sa money.

it's kinda boooooring dito sa hawz. all i do is watch t.v., sleep, eat, net... blah blah blah! kinda tiring kas paulit-ulit. and im so sick of the environment dito sa hawz since 3 days wala akong nakita kung hindi 4 walls of my room. haaay! lalo ata akong magkaka-sakit.

ryan should be dropping by here kaninang morning, kaso mom is still here so hindi siya makaka-daan. aiun. im missing my hubbie so much! haaaay!=) he always give me a call, to check if im doing fine. so sweet and thougthful. i love you hon! <3 hope we'll see tomorrow.

im also missing my kada, friends and classmates... haaaay! gusto ko ng pumasok! arrrgh!!! dibale... one sleep to go! i'll see them na din.

badtrip naman 'tong blogger. ayaw ipakita yung pics na inupload ko. lahat na ata ng codes tinanong ko kanila em at mae. mga expert na sa blogging yan ha? wala pa rin ayaw magpakita. ampf!!! i was going to post sana yung pix na pinaprint namin ng hubz ko nung saturday, kaso ayaw tanggapin! bwisiiiiit!!! it really freakin' pissed me!!!! i hate it!!!!... malalaman ko rin yung tamang code. hahahah!! lolx!!!

better.sign.out.im.tired

.ice8tin.

im sooo sick

2006-03-05T16:44:00.000+09:00

haaay badtrip! im sick since yesterday. but now, im kinda feelin' fine. pag gising ko kahapon, iba na talaga yung pakiramdam ko. pero binaliwala ko lang. but i already take meds nun.

yesterday, ryan and i went to s.m. i thougth we're going to glorieta. eh yung baby ko ala ng money. so we just decided na mag-north edsa na lang. at 10:00 we met at mcdo. thne we went to s.m. na. while we're on our way. we saw raiza, yung ka-soccer player ko. auin. she was waiting for marivic. pupunta din pala sila ng s.m. hahaha! pag dating namin sa mall, kain muna kami ng hubbie ko, then watch kami ng movie. memories of geisha yung pinanuond namin. hindi naman namin tinapos yung movie eh. lumabas din kami. sobrang lamig sa movie hawz, na pakiramdam ko eh talagang may lagnat ako. after movie, punta kaming gared, tambay saglit sa coffee X. then nagpa-print kami ng pictures namin sa phone niya. tig-isa kami ng copy. haaay! ang sweeet tlaga niya.

here are the pix! lolx!!!

happy couples...

how sweet...

lolx!!!! :D

at exactly 2:30 we went home already. tambay muna siya dito samin. binantayan niya ko kasi sobrang taas na ng lagnat ko.=) sweet niya sobra! hehehe! mga 5:10 siya umuwi kasi baka lumakas pa yung ambon at maging ulan dahil bawal madumihan ang new shoes niyang lacoste! niloloko ko nga siya eh. sabi ko, buti pa yung shoes mo, iniingatan mo.. hahahaha! ayaw kasi niyang madumihan. sabagay kahit ako magkaka-shoes na lacoste na worth 5,000 tlgang iingatan ko. i lend him my shirt and my slippers. pag-uwi nga daw niya tita was surprised kasi he has a new shirt. guess pa. eh pinahiram ko lang naman saknya yun. nung magkausap kami kanina, hinihingi niya sakin yung shirt, binigay ko na... =) hehehe! sabi ko lang naman sakanya basta dalhin niya yung slippers ko later pagpupunta siya dito. hahaha! sabi ba naman pati daw yuun kanya na! haneeep!=)
i love you sweetie coh, xooo much!

uhm, baby... thanx for evrything ha? thnx po sa concern, sa care, sa sweetness, sa patience, sa understanding and sa loooove mo!!! thnx poh tlga! im sooo happy baby! im so happy poh tlga baby. happy and blessed to have you in my life. hope our relationship will be everlasting. no letting go sweetie and uhmm,... don't change huh!? i love you sooo much sweetie coh! mwuah!

sign.out.have.to.rest

.ice8tin.

im getting insane

2006-02-05T23:56:00.000+09:00

wake up time: 9:30 a.m.
my baby texted me to call him up when i wake up already. aiun. i called him naman. nang-asar pa nga eh. kasi, he likes hearing my voice pag bagong gising, cute daw kasi. hehehe! di ko alam kung complement o insult eh. hehehe! pero totoo daw. =)

i invited mom to go to s.m. kasi sale. di naman niya ako kinikibo kung pupunta kami or wut. after an hour, dun siya nag decide kung pupunta ng mall. biglaan tuloy ligo ko. haaay. kung di sana kami natuloy, eh di sana kasama ko sweety ko.

pumunta muna kami sa don antonio. kasama kasi namin neice ko eh, si alyssa. dun na kami nag lunch. ang tagal kong naghihintay kanila mommy na umalis na paa makapag mall. sabi nila mga 1 daw. 2 na nga di pa din kami umaalis. dapat sana after ko bumili ng mga clothes ko, hihiwalay na sana ako kay mommy. then, sama na ko sa sweety ko. kaso di na natuloy dahil si mommy nga ang tagal. nilinis pa yung buong hawz. whaaaa! para nga siyang nag general cleaning tuwing sunday eh. hahaha!

around 3:30 in the afternoon, umalis na din kami. dad sent us to the mall. first we bought my pants then my shirt. after that we're looking for my niece's slippers and clothes. si mama talaga love na love yun. hehehe. naintindihan ko naman kasi baby eh. eh unang apo pa naman niya yun. =) sobrang sakit ng paa ko. ang dami pa namang tao. umuwi kami around 8:30 in the evening na. haaay! commute lang kami. and she's blaming me kung bakit daw siya na ha-highblood. lupppet mo tlaga mommy.

medyo, nababaliw na rin ako. i mean im getting more insane than what i am ryt before. mas tumitindi yung mga problemang dumarating sa buhay ko. sana nga makayanan ko pa. hindi na rin ako mashadong open sa mga friends ko. may pagka kanya-kanya na rin kasi. tsaka ayoko na ring dumagdag pa. kaya ko naman yung mga problema ko eh (sana nga kayanin ko pa).

sa baby ko naman...
baby if you feel like letting go and giving up. di naman poh kita pipigilan. kung dun ka magiging masaya. tandaan mo po. " will do everything juzt to make u happy." kahit na yung everything na yun eh, yung kagustuhan mo na lumayo na ko sayo. alam ko walang relationship na nagla-last. im not expecting our relationship to be an everlasting relaionship. lweiz remember baby that im here for u no matter wut happen. uhm, sana po more patience pa sakin. basta pag ayaw mo na.. onting paramdam na ayaw mo na. i'll be the one to break it up for you. para hindi ka mahirapan. ok lang naman sakin kung mahirapan ako eh. basta maging happy ka lang. thnx for everything baby!... i love you xo much sweety ko.

.ice8tin.

back to normal

2006-01-13T20:01:00.000+09:00

now seems things are back to normal... haaay! salamat sa Diyos at bati na kami ng hubbie ko! aiun. many things happened! whoa... hindi kayo maniniwala na muntikan na kaming maghiwalay. kala ng iba we're really strong. haaay. kahit ako di makapaniwala na dumating na yung araw na kinakatakot ko... yung mawala sweetie ko sakin.

bout my kada, aiun... mejo parang nawalan daw yung gusto nila kay ryan for me. kasi daw bakit daw madalas kaming nag-aaway. tas dumating pa nga yung problema na halos ikamatay ko nung monday ng gabi! amfnesss talaga... ddddddaaaaaammmmmnnnnnnnn!!!!!!! haaay, wala akong ginawa kung hindi umiyak ng umiyak ng gabing yun. halos mawalan na nga ako ng hininga. di naman tlaga kasi ako mkahinga noh.. eh kung kaw nasa kalagayan ko. aiun..

xenxa na rin kung hindi na ko masyado makapag update ng blog ha?... sira pa modem sa hawz. di pa mapuntahan ng technician. singit nga lang tong pag update ko ng blog eh. haaaay! i miss blogging so much...

baby coh...
uhm,.. pano ko ba sisimulan to?!... baby, thanx for evrything huh?!... i appreciate all the good things and memries that we've shared together. u mean so much to me that if you'll go, i'll die. hubbie, i want you to know that i love you so much. did i already told you that one?... i don't think so... well,... i love you so much baby!!! i promise to hold on tight to you and never let you go. i wish that our relationship will last. uhm, but i want to tell you the truth that im still afraid that you'll let me go. i don't want to see u with somebody else arms, but if you'remore happy,... i'll set u free. but baby please,hold on and stay. as long as you're mine, im yours too... ahehehe! i love you so much baby coh! take care olweiz! orayt!... mwuah...

sign.out.ngrent.lang.ako.

.ice8tin.

whoa I

2005-11-06T19:32:00.000+09:00

another tiring day has end. syempre, nanditoh ako ngayon sa kabilang hawz... wala naman kaisng modem yung pc dun sa hawz namin eh sa malapit sa school. nasira daw... "daw". hehehe! aiun. nagpunta ako dito mag-isa after lunch. sila kuya jay at mama nagpuntang d.v. para mamili ng school supplies na ibebenta dito sa tindahan. si kuya rod umalis at di ko alam kung sang lupalop ng mundo siya pumunta. si dad naiwan dun... at ako nandito sa tapat ng computer, nagta-type. obvious ba?!

11/04
wake up time: 10:00 a.m.
nagpuyat kasi ako mga 2:00 na ko natulog eh kakapanood ng t.v. tapos yun na oras ng gising ko. my practice kami ng soccer mga 3:00. super ganado ako kasi bored na bored ako sa hawz. kaso bigla kong naalala, wala pala akong pera, ni singkonng duling wala ako sa wallet o sa bulsa... grabeh tag hirap na buhay toh. ang ginawa ko naghanap ako ng piso-piso at 25 cents sa mga coin purse ni mama. nagtatabi kasi yung ng ilang barya eh. aiun nakakita namana ko kaso pamasahe papunta lang ng skul, pabalik wala na... humingi na lang ako kay arianne. ang saya naman ng soccer practice ko super!!! kulit namin nila keiko, raiza, anna at arianne... hehehe! malapit na kasi tournament namin eh... alaska cup next saturday na. so coach caloy and coach red were really preparing us for the upcoming tournament... aiun. tapos ang boiz may laban tom sa lasalle greenhills. yung b.o.f.a. nila. manonood ako tom. yun yung pangatlong game nila na una kong panonoorin. labo kasi nila mama eh. ayaw akong paalisin minsan. aiun. super saya naman... tinamaan nga yung ilong ko eh, daplis lang pero sa mata ko sumapul! ok naman ako. tapos grabeh,.. high na high ako. kasi natulog ako mga 2 na eh come to think of it nagpractice ako. so supposed to ba pagod ako. hehehe...

11/05
wake up time: 10:30 a.m.
hehehe! halos walang pinagbago. 30 mins lang ang lamang. syempre etoh nagpresenta akong pumunta dito sa kabilang hawz. wala rin naman akong gagawin dun sa hawz namin tlaga kung hindi tumunganga eh. maiisip ko lang si ryan at malulungkot lang ako. namimiss ko na baby ko! aiun. daming nangyari sa pagtitinda kong toh. meron kaming friend. madalas siyang bumili.. kilala siya nila ate at kuya. binobola ba naman ako, sabi niya... nawawala daw pagod niya pagnakikita ako. gusto lang niyang makuha numbero ko. pero, hindi ko binigay. ayoko eh. hehehe. pero mabait yun. tapos si best friend adam. best friend kong guy ditoh. bumili ng yosi.. tapos kinamustah ko na. tagal na din naming hindi nag uusap eh. wala pa rin nagbabago saknya. umaasa pa rin.. aiun. tapos nung mga bandang 9:30 ng gabi, my mga guyz na bumili mga basketball players. dun sila napadpad sa store namin kasi sarado na yung malapit sa barangay. kasama ata sila sa liga eh. tapos, ask nila ko kung pwedeng magpaluton ng canton. ask ko si ate sabi ni ate pwede, akala ni ate ako yung nagpapaluto. sabi ko, hindi ako.. yung mga bumibili. sabi ni ate hindi pwede. alukin mo nlng ng iba. binili na lang nila buns at liver spread nagtatanong sila ng mga presyo.. magkano ganito, magkano ganyan. sabay banat ng isa, magkano magpakilala?... sabi ko, may bayad na pala yun. hehehe.. sabay tawa... aiun. pero hindi ko sila pinansin. mas gwapo pa rin baby ko dun eh. hehehe! dami lang nangyaring kalokohan ngayon. pero super nakakapagod.. 12:30 ng midnight naligo ako tas nag net. tinext ko baby, hinihintay pala niya ko magtext sknya eh... sa wakas, bukas mag kakausap na din kami sa fone. miss na miss ko na siya super...

i miss you so much baby! nawalan kasi tayo ng communication eh. kaya madalas tayo hindi magkaintindihan. pero sa lahat ng mag nangyayari satin, alam ko malalagpasan natin toh. basta u'll just have to promise na kakapit kang mabuti at hindi bibitaw hanggat sa kaya mo pa... hindi naman ako bumitaw di bah? hinigpitan ko pa nga lalo yung kapit ko sayo eh. sana baby walang magbago sating dalawa, lalo na dun sa feelings natin para sa isa't isa... i always pray to God na sa na kahit nasan ka, maging safe ka. sabi ko nga sa angel ko bantayan ka eh, kahit wag na ko. kasi baka kung anong mangyari sayo. aiun. wag na wag mo kong iiwan sweety ha?... baka maparanoid kao eh. hahaha! aiun. i love you xo muxh sweety ko!! mwuah.

.ice8tin.

whoa

2005-11-03T18:34:00.000+09:00

ei guyz im back!!! i know its already morning! hehehe... look at the clock! dang! it's alrdy 1:15 in the morning and im not yet sleeping. i wanted to update my blog. i wanted to change its template and i also wanted to change the profile of my friendster. im really tired coz of the whole "tinda-tinda" here in our hawz in commonwealth! waaah! talaga pong nakakapagod.

maybe you're wondering why i have just updated my blog ryt now. ala po kasing internet connection sa haws namin near school. eh ayoko naman pong mag-rent ng p.c. gastos pa kasi. eh pagpunta ko ditoh sa kabilang bahay, meron naman palang internet connection... libre pa internet card kasi nagtitinda nun sila kuya. hehehe! bad ghrul eh noh?!...

uhmm... these past few days.. nasa pampanga po kami ng family ko. nandun po kami kasi araw ng mga patay. syempre, we have to visit lolo's puntod... =) gud ghurl atoh noh!!! aiun. nakita ko yung ibang cousins ko. yung iba naman wala. ewan ko kung bakit di sila pumunta. i did't see my fave cuz gelo. aaaawwww!!! my world tour daw kasi si tita azon. so i didn't see him.. how bad!!! arrrgh!!!

uhmm, about me and ryan. medyo magulo kaming dalawa ngayong week na toh. many things happened. parang magic na ghanun kabilis ang mga pangyayari... super gulo. bigla-bigla na lang siyang nagdedecide. hay nako! nung saturday (10/29), muntik-muntikan na po kaming mag-break. waaaah!!! ewan ko, kung anu-ano kasi ang pumapasok sa isip ko eh. pano kasi nung afternoon, alam ko nasa hawz pa nila sya. mga 2:30. bigla-bigla na lang siynag umalis ng hindi nagpapaalam. pinatawag ko si bea sa cell niya using bea's landline. but bea told me that ryan's fone wasn't ringing. nag-aalala na ko. tinawagan ko siya sa hawz nila, kuya niya nakasagot. akala ni kuya, kasama ko si ryan. aiun. nag-alala na talga ko kasi hindi naman siya ghanun. bigla bigla na lang siyang umaalis ng wlang paalam. nakakainis.pag dating niya mga 8:00 na yun. tumawag siya. nag-sosorry. alam niya kasing mali yung ginawa niya ni pag-alis ng hindi nagpapaalam. ang kinagalit ko pa. bumili pala ng bagong cell ang lolo mo at!... nagpalit pa ng sim card!!! SMART!!! takte noh?!?! nakakainis. sympre naka sun ako. naka-daylite pa nga ako eh.. until nov. 10 pa un. kaya ako nga-daylite eh para pag nagpunta kaming pampanga, makakausap ko siya. arrrgh!!! galit talaga ako nun. sinusuyo niya ko nung gabi... muntik muntikan na din kaming mag-break... dahil sa mga walang kwentang bagay na pumapasok sa isip ko... pero bati na din kami...

the other day...

nagising siya ng lunch... 12:30. sabi niya pupunta daw siya ng gateway. mamimili ng damit niya. sosyal ng lolo mo! gateway pa bibili... ang layo. niyayaya niya ko eh kasi sunday yun. di pwede, tsaka papupuntahin din pala ako ni mama sa kabilang hawz (commonwealth). kaya hindi din pwede. sabi niya aalis na daw siya para mga 2:00 nandun na siya sa haws nila. tapos tinext ko skanya mga 2:30, ask ko kung nasan na siya. nasa cubao daw.. uuwi na din daw siya. pag-uwi niya, diretsong subic na siya. dun sa lolo niya. huwaw talga!!! ang bilis ng mga pangyayari... super!!!! pupunta siya dun kasi mapapagalitan lang daw siya sa kanila... nawiwindang na tlaga ako. di ko lam kung bakit ang bilis ng mga pangyayari ngayon. pero hinayaan ko na yun. hindi pa naman end of the world eh... magkikita pa naman kami eh...

kanina naman...

mga 11:30 nag-online ako. inayos ko yung blog at friendstr ko. chineck ko rin yung friendster niya. tinext ko siya. ask ko if he's still up... nagreply naman. kaso ang lolo mo lasing na lasing pala. and daming ininom.. di man lang nagpaalam.. kasi daw yung samrt na cell na kay kuya, eh baka daw mabasa kaya hindi na siya nagpaalam sakin... eh pwede naman niya akong itext sa sun ko. arrrgh!!! haaay... ewan! di ko naman siya pinagbabawalan eh. gawin niya lhat ng gusto niyang gawin at walang pipigil saknya.

sign out na ko nagsal na buong katawanko eh... morning!!!

.ice8tin.

siyet!!!

2005-10-09T08:52:00.000+09:00

o.m.g!!!... sensya na poh ngayon ko lang na-update bloggie ko... nasira kasi p.c. sa bahay. waaah! di ako sanay ng di nagcocomputer sa isang araw... i miss all my stuffs sa net! ang mag friendster, myspace... chat all night! taenah!!! now im with pia sa netopia. yeah your ryt! just the two of us. di ko kasama ang baby coh... may inuman session kasi sa bahay ng tropa niya ngayon... aiun. medyo nakakalungkot. kasi, hindi kami nagkita ngayon... ah! never mind!!!... aiun! i miss hangin' out with my friends... i miss them ol! damn!!! wala talaga magawa... dun sa mga araw na di ako nakapag blog ang daming nangyari... super!!! hindi ko makwento sa sobrang dami. hehehe... aiun.. sige better sign out!

.ice8tin.

2005-09-17T02:42:00.000+09:00

aiun. thank God nakapag update ako ulit ng blog. ryt now im inside the computer lab sa school. nasira kasi yung computer nung monday kaya di ko maupdate yung blog ko. dami ngang nangyari hindi ko na-share eh! bad trip.

si dad nga pala na-admit sa metropolitan hospital kasi sumasakit yung tiyan niya. first thay thought pagtatae lang... yung pala may sakit din si dad sa bato dahil sa pagkain ng mga maaalat na pagkain. ngayon pareho na sila ni mommy na na-operahan. buti naman dad's operation was successful. inoperahan siya nung wednesday (07/14) around 8:00 a.m. natapos daw mga lunch na. i was really worried about my dad. kaya nung friday up to sunday di ako nakahawak ng computer kasi bawal daw gamitin yun phone. i don't even know kung kailan siya makaka-uwi.

nung 7/14 din retreat namin. magkasabay yung operation ng daddy ko at yung retreat namin. kasabay namin yung moderatorship class ng bancil. hehehe! syempre, kasabay namin ang lokoloko kong ex. aiun. etoh namang baby ko kinausap pa si ex para ipabantay ako. ano ko?! bata?!?! hehehe... aiun. ang saya nung retreat. grabeh! hindi ako pinatulog nhg mga klasmeyts ko! ang iingay nila. yung mga boys naman, pumupunta sa room para mangapit-bahay. dun nga natulog yung iba eh. actually pinagbabawalan sila ni ms. jingle na pumunta dun. sa tuwing kakatok si ms.jingle, nagtatago yung mga boys sa ilalim ng kama. hehehe... kung nandun lang kayo maprapraning kayo! hehehe... dami ko rin natutunan at natuklasan dahil sa retreat na yun. topic kasi isa about LOVE! palagi namang topic ang LOVE eh... sa family, loved-ones, friends.... at kung sinu-sino pa. haaaaay! na-miss ko mga tao sa bahay at syempre yung baby ko!!!

nag-away nga kami ng baby ko nung monday (7/12). yun nga lang ulit yung huling pagkikita namin bago kami magretreat. nag-away kami dahil sa isang maliit na bagay. pero talagang naka sakit sa daamdamin niya. nasigawan ko kasi tapos ang dami pa anamang tao. ganito kasi yung story... nagpapasama ako sa kanya sa locker bago kami umalis para ihatid si bea. eh ayaw niya akong samahan. sabi ko kay ninong ear, yung kaibigan mo may topak nanaman. tas sabi ni ninong earl kay ryan. uyyy! sundan mo nga si tin. si ryan naman sinundan ako. eh etoh akong loka, nagtatampororoooot! pagkatapos kong maglocker lapit ako sa kanya sabay sabi ng :oh! anong ginagawa mo ditoh? bat ka pa sumunod?!" medyo napalakas yung boses ko. in short nasigawan ko siya. nasaktan ko yung damdamin niya. di daw niya kasi ine-expect na akong girlfriend niya eh sisigawan pa siya. aiun. nag-sorry talaga ako... kasi nabigla din ako eh. dapat sana bibiruin ko lang siya kaso... wala na eh. nasaktan ko na yung feelings niya. pero bati na kami nung wednesday... aiun!

baby sorry tlga ha?!?!? hindi ko naman sinasadya yun eh. promise ko di na kita sasaktan!... i love you so much baby ko. wag kang bibitaw ha?! kapit kang mabuti!!!=) mwuahmwuah!!!

whoa.

2005-09-09T12:26:00.000+09:00

everything now is back to normal. aius naman yung araw ko. nothing happened wrong. thank God! i wasn't late in my moderatorship class. tas between 10:00 to 11:15 we had a mass coz' it's mama Mary's birthday! aiun. we held it at the gym. kasi daw may bayad na sa church pag dun ginanap. haaay! ewan ko ba if it's really true. narinig ko lang yun eh.

ryan and i didn't meet nung lunch. they had to finish something pa daw sa st. paul or greenhills ni francis. so i spent my lunch time with my kada. aiun. nagkita na lang kami nung dismissal na. dumating siya mga bandang 4:45. so we just talk a little bit. kasi mga 5:00 may klase na siya eh. after nun kasama ko na kada ko. i went home early kasi mukhang uulan ng malakas. sumabay ako kanila pia, michael at jed sa pag uwi, kaso di sila mag fofoot-bridge, tatawid na kagad sila. so, ako na lang mag-isang maglalakad papuntang foot-bridge. pasok ako ng sto. domingo church. nasa likod ako nila chow. yung friend nila ryan at francis. (just met chow kahapon.) he came close to me and asked me kung bakit wala akong kasama. i told him na si ryan kasi my klase pa. then after nun, sinabayan nila ako. pinakilala niya ko dun sa dalawa pa niyang kasama namely adrian, sorry i forgot the name of the other one. *grin* tas after nun sabi ni chow magpra-pray lang daw sila kasi it's mama Mary's birthday nga daw. sabi ko sige, ingat kayo. thanks! ayun. mabait naman sila. kaso, i was afraid nung pinakilala niya ko kay adrian. kasi si adrian, ka-batch ni kuya rod ka-tropa pa niya(o.b.). aiun! (magkakilala na kasi talaga kami nun) sabi ni chow, hindi naman daw magsasabi kay kuya yun. hehehe! i just got scared. kasi di naman talaga alam ni kuya na may boyfriend ako eh. alam niya siguro kasi nahahalata niya, pero di nanggaling mismo sa bibig ko na meron. ayoko munang sabihin sakanya. eventhough may trust ako sakanya na di niya sasabihin kay mommy. ayoko lang kasi minsan ma-boka rin si kuya eh. aiun!
everything seems fine naman. sila ryan may overnight ulit. malamang pagod nanaman yun. haaaay! isipin mo matutulog siya, mga banadang 4:00 na ng madaling araw. pano pa kaya siya kumukuha ng lakas at resistensya?! (huwaw tin! ang lalim. ano ka doktora?!) hehehe! aiun. im just worried about my baby. coz' this week, palagi siyang mukhang pagod. tipong haggard siya always! wasted at stressed palagi! whoa!!! ano kaya ginagawa nun?! yung mga mata niya sobrang pungay na tipong antok na antok. (natural tin! wala ngang tulog!) aiun.

baby ko, ingatan mo sarili mo ha?!... di naman kasi pwede na kung nasan ka, nandun ako. di naman kita maaalagaan, kaya ikaw na lang muna umalaga sa sarili mo. sa text at phone ko na lang nababawi mga pag-aalaga ko sayo. kaya sana naman poh alagaan mo sarili mo kahit di na para sakin. para sayo! syempre, sarili mo yan eh. i love you sooo much baby ko! ingat palagi ha?! mwuah! teeecee guyz!
.ice8tin.

pretending.

2005-09-08T15:52:00.000+09:00

this morning, things seems pretty fine. im in the good mood. i was late in our moderatorship class. it was my 8th late, supposed to be sir jeuz must have given me my first white warning paper. oh yeah!!! warning paper!!! cool!... hehehe. i finished my m.a.'s in some of my subjects like in chemistry and algebra. aiun! everything's fine. i'm with my kada during recess and lunch, including dismissal. i didn't attend my soccer practice coz' mom said i have to rest my thigh. aiun. R just arrived at school about 2:00. aiun. pumunta siya para pag-geom namin, andun siya. nung dismissal, about 5:00. there was a game at the gym. basketball game to be specific. st. anne vs. lourdes ata or shall. ah ewan! me and some of my kada watched the game while watching also the practice of the cheerleaders. nothing happened so special today. except for the burrrthday of my dear classmate mae-mae! "MAE happy 15th burthday!!!=) Godbless you! mwuah!"

aiun. medyo malungkot nga ako ngayon eh. hindi nga kami masyadong nakapag sama ni ryan. naintindihan ko naman kung bakit eh. medyo busy kasi siya sa mga projects nila, tsaka sa ilang mga gimik nila ng tropa niya. hindi ko naman siya hinihigpitan kasi ayokong dumating yung araw na sabihin niya sa kin na nasasakal na siya. maluwag nga ako sakanya eh. he could do anything he wants to do. hindi ko naman siya pinagbabawalan. kanina nga lang. he was going to eat. kasi kararating lang niya sa haws nila ng 8:00. so i let him eat first para after nun tuluy-tuloy na yung conversation namin. (tsaka mas importante yung pagkain noh!) so he texted me na magyoyoc muna siya before he call. di naman ako makapagreply. ang lola mo kasi, poor! walang load! leche rin naman kasi sun eh, walang signal! failed pa madalas. nyetah! tas i was waiting for his call about 2 hours na. pag akyat ko sa room. i was going to get the number of pia sa haws sana. kaso pagtingin ko sa room, gamit ni mama yung phone, eh dun naka-store yung number. naisip ko tuloy kaya siguro di makatawag si ryan kasi gamit ni mama. kaya akala ko, tumatawag siya pero di lang maka-contact kasi gamit nga ni mama yung phone. when i borrowed mom's phone just to text him. i told him na tawag siya kung wala siyang ginagwa. aiun. tumawag naman siya. kaso sandali lang kami nagkausap siguro mga 5 mins lang yun. then after nun, kailangan daw niya kasi mag-connect sa net dahil kukunin niya yung project niya kasi nasa e-mail daw. sana daw maintindihan ko siya. oh yeah! naiintindihan ko naman siya. ewan ko kung bakit ako naiinis. di naman sa naiinis, nasanay kasi ako na madalas siyang kausap eh. dapat hindi ako masanay kasi wut if kapag busy siya. ako rin mahihirap mag-adjust dibuh?!... aiun. tsaka hindi naman talaga ako dapat magblo-blog ngayon, nagblog lang ako dahil medyo naiinis na ko. iniintindi ko na lang. ginawa naman talaga ako ni God para umintindi eh. he was asking me kanina bago ibaba yung phone kung may sama daw ba akong loob. i told him na wala. kasi nagsabi naman ako ng oo. mag-aaway lang kami nun. syempre ako nanaman ang nagsimula, kaya ako na lang ang umiiwas. siguro natatakot lang ako na dumating yung time na mawawalan kami ng conversation. tipong walang text sa isang araw o ni phone talk man lang. aiun. ewan ko ba! hayn ako tin! tigilan mo nga pagiging emosyonal mo diyan! tumawag pa nga siya ulit eh. mga 11:15 na. he couldn't sleep daw, parang may bumabagabag sakanyang isipan. hehehe! pero ayoz na rin tong problema namin... aiun! sige guyz! better sleep. magmimidnight na pala. aiun... nytie!
.ice8tin.

over and over.

2005-09-07T11:03:00.000+09:00

another day... it seems i always repeat what i have done yesterday. tipong pa-ulit ulit lang yung mga nangyayari. but still i thank God coz' im still alive! yehey!=) aiun... yesterday, uhmm. i didn't update my blog coz' i was too tired and lazy to boot on my computer. galing poh kasi ako sa soccer practice ko. nag cold compress ako sa thigh ko kasi biglang sumakit. wala kasing stretching. pinasipa kagad kami ni coach. tas pag-sipa ko sa left foot ko, kumirot na yung thigh ko. siguro may naipit na-ugat. others said i should give it a hot compress not a cold compress. ewan! basta may compress pareho lang yun. aiun. super kakapagod.

wut happened this morning... uhm, wala namang masyado. nagkaroon lang ng mini program ang student at junior council about A.M.P. nag-launch kasi sila nun para sa fund raising nila. eh naisipan ko sanang bumili kaso, sayang naman sun sim ko. eh parang mas trip ko mag globe. ewan kahit ano. sun kasi madalas walang signal kahit may araw. haaay leche! ewan ko ba. aiun. tas nung lunch sabay-sabay kami nila bea, francis at ryan. aiun, ang baby ko mukhang wasted at super haggard. wala kasing tulog. nung b.e.c. na namin. whre on this topic "forgiveness". there was a letter given to us about forgiveness... aiun. na-share ko lang tas. pinapili kami ng isang paragraph na tumutukoy sa gusto naming patawarin. i wrote there was my mom. kasi si mommy, wala na rin namang insip kung hindi work. i do understand her, na she works just for our future. pero wala man lang siyang time para mag-stress out or to relax and to have a bonding session with us. ni hindi nga kami nakakapag-mall or something eh. nak nga buhay yan oh. ewan. basta ako, ginagawa ko na lang ay intindihin siya. wala rin naman ang magagawa kung hindi yun eh. dibuh?!?!?... medyo tinatamad ako mag-soccer practice tomorrow eh. tapos yung thigh ko di pa magaling. kumikirot pa ng onti. aiun...

i want to greet "maila victorino" a happy happy burthday!!! tsong! dota tayo ha!?!??! ingat palagi! god bless!!!

baby sana, wala na tayong masyadong problema ha?... wala lang. kasi lahat naman ginagawa ko para wala tayong problema eh. as in lahat. lahat ginagawa ko din para maging happy ka palagi. di ko sinasabayan sumpong mo tsaka ako na mismo lumalayo sa problema para di tayo nag-aaway... super love kita baby ko. ingat ka palagi ha?!?!?... wag ka masyadong magpapagod ha?!?!?...
.ice8tin.

disappointed.

2005-09-05T09:03:00.000+09:00

now im in this mood... kanina, happy pa. morning, tito called that my cousin ate arceley will drop by here at our house to do some paperworks for school requirement niya. eh di happy ako, kasi ngayon ko na lang ulit makikita si insan. tas nung morning tumawag baby ko, aiun. nakanila marco na pala siya. si insan sinundo ko sa may dunkin donuts, sa harap ng sto. domingo church. tapos punta na kaming house. sila mommy, daddy at ate ning naman... nagpuntang s.m. centerpoint. sale daw kasi dun ngayon sabi ni mommy. eh lam nio naman ermats ko, mahilig sa SALE!!! nyetah yan!... aiun. eh si syempre, di ko pwedeng iwan si insan. wala siyang kasama. dapat pupunta si R dito sa hawz, eh kaso mukhang ayaw din niya. kasi pagod siya. aiun. yun na yun. disappointed na din ako. kasi my cousin wants to meet him also. tsaka gusto ko makapunta siya dito sa bahay. para naman kahit papaano mapapakilala ko siya miski sa pinsan ko man lang. laking dismaya ko talaga. sabi niya kasi ayaw daw siya payagan umalis ng ermats niya. aiun! hinayaan ko na lang. di ko na lang sinasabi na nadisappoint ako, even though super disappointed ako. minsan lang tlaga kasi pumunta si insan ditoh. as in literal na minsan. etoh na lang yung oppurtunity na makapunta siya sa hawz at para ma-meet insan ko. aiun... hinayaan ko na lang. kasi mukhang pagod din naman siya eh. tska parang wala rin siya sa mood para pumunta ditoh. balak pa nga namin sanang mag-simba kaso, mukhang ayaw din niya. aiun. pati si insan na disappoint kasi di na siya pupunta. i really try to understand him, pero ewan... nadidismaya lang ako. dito ko na lang sinasabi sa mga posts ko, para kahit papaano may nasasabihan ako. waaaaah! aiun. super badtrip. di na nga ako pupunta ng other haws kasi anditoh si insan, tsaka ayoko talaga sa kabilang haws eh... walang ginagawa kundi magtinda ng magtinda. kung nandito lang sana si R. sayang talaga! hayaan ko na lang.
.ice8tin.

scared.

2005-09-04T14:39:00.000+09:00

i wake up this morning around 9:30. i thought everything will be alright. when it's 10:45, dad come up, asking if i'm coming with him to our other house. i said to him that i will just follow later around 2 p.m. he suddenly get mad at me coz' i'm not coming again to our other house. i know it's really my fault, coz' it's been 3 consecutive saturdays since i'm not helping my brother in our store. haaay! aiun. when i asked permission to mom,... what happened is like i have a meeting with a nun. i mean i have a sermon with her on the phone. when our conversation is already over. suddenly, my eyes got teary. aiun. whaaaa! na-windang ako ng mga oras na yun. sa totoo lang, may bibilhin lang naman kami ni R sa mall. sandali lang naman yun. atsaka pupunta naman talaga ako sa kabilang bahay after. kasi maraming beses na rin akong nag-promise sakanila na hindi ko tinupad. kaya aiun! unti-unting nawawala yung tiwala nila sakin. dapat mabalik ko yun. kailangan maayos ko yung modules ko. dapat on-track ako. haaaay! panibagong problema.

when i was already at the mall. R and I went to silverworks with his bestfriend harvey to buy a ring. aiun! nakabili naman kami ng ring sa silverworks. wag daw bibili sa unisilver kasi madaling masira or mayupi yung ring. (wutever the word is!) inabot kami ng almost 800 din. syempre, hati kami sa bayad. di pwedeng siya lang. masyadong malaking halaga ng pera yun. tska gusto ko patas lang kami. may utang pa nga ako sakanya eh... haaaay! ang baby ko talaga! palusot ko nga kanila mama, bibili lang ako ng clearbook at iba pang materials. tsaka kasama ko kada. pero ang totoo, si ryang ang kasama ko. hehehe! see, kahit na magalit sila mama, gumagawa talaga ako ng way para sakanya. ghanun ko ka-love yun! ahehehe. nagpa-print din kami ng picture naming dalawa sa kodak kanina, sinave muna sa diskette yung picture sa netopia tas puntang kodak kagad. nag-away pa kami nung mg oras na yun. di ko kasi masabi sakanya na hindi ko mabibigay ng buo yung money kagad, kasi la na kong pamasahe papuntang commonwealth. aiun... tas may pagka-aning pa siya kanina. pero matino parin naman kausap. di lang tlaga kami nagka-intindihan. nung kukunin na namin yung ring, (kasi babalikan na lang daw after an hour kasi, pina-engrave pa namin) nadisappoint ako. pano ba naman maluwag yung ring sa finger niya. siguro nasukat niya sa middle finger niya nung naghahanap ng size eh di aiun. malaki yung ring sa kamay niya. sinusuot na lang niya sa middle finger para di mahulog. anyweiz,... ring lang naman yun eh. importante siya!!!=) ahehehe... tas aiun. happy ako kasi bati na ulit kami bago ako umalis. pinahiram pa niya yung cap niya sakin nung papunta na kong other house. how sweet!!! ahehehe...:) aiun. betta sign out. sleepy na ko eh!
.ice8tin.

Improper stretching. Smoking and taking-up V's.

2005-09-03T14:03:00.000+09:00

Oh,... it's a stressful day to me. So many subejcts that i have tken my M.A. without even reviewing. But thank God, in A.P. im already done in Roman Republic and Empire. while in T.L.E. im not quite sure if i'm already o.k. with module 6. And the most subject that makes me sick is Geometry, coz' that's my last subject in my weekly schedule. whoa! thank you classmates for sharing me your intelligence, coz' without you i won't be able to finish my M.A... nyahahaha! aiun.

Stress is the word for the day. I'm really tired because i did a lot of stuffs today. And besides, my legs are aching. whaaaa! maybe because of improper strectching. pero, maayos naman talaga yung stretching ko last practice. kagabi ko lang naramdaman yung sakit sa hita ko. ang luphet ng bawi sakin. kanina when we're playing a game. 4 times did they stepped on my feet. Aaawww!!! I accidentally stepped on gale's foot, then afterwards, when she's approaching, she suddenly kicks the ball and poooooooof!!! na counter-strike ako! siyeeeet!!! head-shot pare!!! panalo tero! hahaha! super ouchness talaga! i really did cry coz' it really hurts. Swak na swak sa mukha ko eh. What really hurt is sa ilong at bibig ko mismo swak eh! luphet! para kong lasing. haaay! i don't know if it's not intentional or what. but i don't think so. maybe it's really just an accident. aiun.

So what about Smoking and V's?!?!?! nothing. they just came out of dumb mind! suddenly things are rushing into my head. Why do people smoke?! And why do people take-up V's?! Maybe you know cigars ryt?! and what are their effects. And V's... it's also like sleeping pills, but they're not really the same. try surfing the net about it. V's is also known as Valiums. Whoa tin!!! why do those things came out of your mind?!?!?! i dunno. it just came out of my mind. What if you're in a relationship and your boyfriend is smoking? would you stop him or not? did you ever asked him what effects, good effects can he get from smoking? did you ever try to make him decide to choose between smoking and you( as a girlfriend)? aiun. ewan ko ba! basta some stuffs keep on buggin' me, but i really try to understand them. understand and understand is the only thing i can do. nothing more nothing less, just understand it and done! aiun. never mind!

I'm really worried right now bout my baby. I just ask God to giude him in everything he do. I told my angels to just guide and take care of him instead of me. Baby always take care of yourself huh?!?!?! if you feel that other people don't care bout you, then let that feeling go away. as long as you have me and as long as i have you, i will care for you in every little thing that i can do just to let you know how much i care and value you. you're one of the most important person in my life and you're one of the most people that i love so much. everytime you're away, i think bout you. bout what are you doing, are you fine, or are you hungry?... i really care for you and i really love you. i don't care what people say bout me. if they think that i'm so obsessed with you, or so posessive, well i don't care. all i just know is i love and care for you sooo much. And that's the only way for now to show you how much i really value you. I thank you for every good thing that you have done for me. I love you so much baby ko! don't change huh?!?!?! mwuah mwuah!!! nytie guyz!
.ice8tin.

basketball, obsession and fights.

2005-09-02T12:08:00.000+09:00

it's a rainy day for me today. sudden rainfall and winds are rushing. whoa! aiun. so my day was kinda fine naman. I take my first M.A. in health10 today. tinamaan kasi ako ng sakit ng katamaran dun eh. kaya ngayon lang ako gumagawa. then sa computer ko naman, nag M.A. na ko ng mod.3 about html and guess what, God is so great! nakapasa kami nila Monica, Maissie at Mae... hehehe! Syempre, we studied very hard noh! aiun. When it's our p.e. class, we just watched basketball games of other school. kaninang morning talo ange eh. nyweiz, i still believe na magaling ang mga angelicans. tumatanggap naman kami ng pagkatalo eh. Saya manood ng basketball game kanina, meron pa ngang kinuhaan ng picture si maja eh, tiga lourdes ata. aiun. buti yung lalaki hindi suplado, pumayag kasi magpa-picture. hehehe!

nyweiz, change topic. uhmmm... let's talk about obsession. why do us people are obsessed with some things? others are obsessed with other people. i mean, bakit may mga taong obsessed sa mga taong gwapo, cute... blah blah blah. hindi ko naman sinasabi na hindi ako nagkakagusto sa isang bagay o tao. pero kasi may mga taong halos pumatay na para lang dun sa bagay o tao na kina-o-obsessed niya. weird kasi eh! parang praning. well, it's just my side. ewan ko lang sainyo... ewan ko ba!?... wala lang napasok lang sa isip ko kanina pag-uwi. Dami talagang problemang hindi mo aakalaing darating. si God talaga, madaming challenges para satin. kaya tayo, kailangan nating magpakatatag. (huwaw tin! ang luphet ng banat mo! ano ka?! santo?!) hehehe! aiun. kakaiba na talaga!...

Kanina naman, nung dismissal kasama ko si R. Aiun, kawawa ang face ng baby ko. medyo namamaga ng onti ang cheek niya. (eh talaga namang ganun ang cheek nun eh.) hahaha! kasi yang mga gulo gulo na yan. pa-pampam sa buhay. ikaw naman baby kung binabasa mo blog ko,... wag mashado lumapit sa away ha?! yoko lang namang makita na namamaga yang mukha mo. lalo na kung dugu-duguan yan, baka naman mamaya malalaman ko na lang nasa hospital ka na. mag-ingat ka palagi ha?! pag inaway ka nila. papagulpi natin yan. hehehe! jokeness lang!=) better sign out.=) teeeceee guyz!!!
.ice8tin.

Angles and soccer practice.

2005-08-31T23:38:00.000+09:00

Whew! It's a very tiring day again. It seems like im always tired every day. Hehehe! Wasted!!! Well, today it seems like things are fine... bloody fine! In geometry we have our mastery test in angles. And the good news is, I didn't finish my test. OMG!!! I don't want to have backlog modules in my Geometry subject coz' I think it will be harder for me to update those backlogs since im having my extracurricular activities already. Aiun! Oh God, please give me more strength to do my daily tasks. Haaay
!

About my soccer practice, I did attend it this afternoon. "Kailangan magpa-good shot kay coach!" hehehe. Joke! Nah!... it's not my point. My point is, it's been three consecutive times since I wasn't able to attend my soccer practice. Maybe this time calories are already popping out of my blood! Nyahahah! Aiun. Kanina in our game, I scored one point when it's girls versus girls. Pero pag may halong boys na, ni lapit sa bola di mo na magagawa. Maybe because when girls handle the ball or when they pass it to us, they think we can't dribble the ball to them. Masyado nilang minamaliit yung kakayahan ng babae. I'm just telling the truth. Not only boys can do carpentry but also us. Hay! Mga guyz talaga!... aiun. But I miss my soccer teammates. When we're practicin, the've been talking all over about the birthday party of coach Red. It's a bash!!! Whow! Hehehe!... aiun. I didn't come to coach's birthday party because that day was also the birthday party of my brother Rod at home. So for short, my parents won't allow me. Overnight pa naman yun. Haaay.

But what I miss most is my baby... I'm so worried about him coz' his not sleeping regulary. Baka magka-insomia ka ha?!?!?! Hehehe. Aiun! Baby just always take care of yourself ha?! Ni lamok di ko pinapadapo sayo. Heheheh! O.A. I love you sooo much baby ko!!!...
.ice8tin.

Styro balls, A.P., 18 and thumb-wrestling.

2005-08-31T14:18:00.000+09:00

Whatta day!!!... Herlyn (a.k.a. Ham) was crying during our Chemistry period. It's because we didn't bring any materials for our project. She really cried. I understand her, but she will just make herself really depressed if she will cry for that matter.

About A.P., it's our M.A. and I didn't review anything. I just let Botchog (a.k.a. Amorie) to discuss some things about the said module. Hehehe! But I answered some of the questions by my own knowledge.

18!!! Were about to check our M.A. in English. The topic is about the Subject-Verb Agreement. When we're going to return the paper to the owner, Patrick was the one who returned it to me, It means he is the one who checked my paper. When I was about to count my mistakes, I just subtracted the total items of the M.A. to the score that I got, so that I can easily know. When I subtracted 80 to 62, I got 18. I was amazed coz' most of the time 18 has a connection with me. When both of us attended the mass together, it was the 18th Sunday (July 31). Aiun, I'm really happy baby!... hehe! Ang babaw ko talaga!!!=)

Thumb-wrestling is our game. R and I played it. And we have this agreement, whoever loses, he/she can do everything he/she wants to do to the loser. Isn't it great?!... it's not really great!!!... because he slaps me... hehehe! Just joking. I know it's part of the game. The truth is,... I really have fun!!!... sympre, lalo na kung love mo yung kalaro mo. Super happy ko talaga kanina kahit na nag-iinarte ako ng konti na medyo nag worry xa. Hehehe! Baby, always remember that I'm always happy whenever I'm with you. You're the only one who makes me really laugh hard. Kulang na nga lang ata matagal tong braces ko sa sobrang saya ko eh... hehehe!=) I love you more and more each second that pass by. Haay. Whattama grammar?!?!?! Haynako tintin, nagiinarte ka nanaman. I love you so much baby ko!!! Mwuah mwuah!....
.ice8tin.

soccer, fights, mcdo and bro's birthday.

2005-08-30T03:58:00.000+09:00

ei guyz,, sorry i wasn't able to update my blog for four days. my homeworks keep me busy everynight that's why i don't have time to update on it.

update#1: "8/24 - tired of practicing soccer..."
i wasn't able to attend my soccer practice this day because i was really really tired, tired because of my subjects in the morning that makes me look sooo haggard and tired because i'm getting a little bit lazy in attending my soccer practices. And it's also my coach red's birthday yesterday (8/23). i didn't greet him because i forgot. i'm sooo sorry coach. aiun... maybe i was really getting lazy attending my soccer practice, but, i have to attend it because that's the reason why i'm exempted in my scouting, but my classmates told me that it's not true that i'm really exempted.sir gords told them so... well, never mind!

update#2: "8/25 bro's birthday"
Well it's my brother's debut actually coz' he's already 21 this day. Nyahaha!!! I can say that he's already old! Hehehe. What bothers me that day is, R and I had a debate, I mean an argue about somethin... and it really makes me sick! Terribly sick!!! Waaaaah! It really made me cry that time. And what's worst mom shouted at me because I wasn't concentrating about the project that she wants me to do. I'm a person who easily cries because of some matters that are not too big. I mean, it's no big deal but for me it is. Hehehe! Moody eh... aiun. Actually this day, many awful things happened. Sort of jealousy and some misunderstanding between R and me. But for me I still love him no matter what happen. Besides, we already fixed that problem in a nice conversation. =) Love you baby!

update#3: "8/26 damn, McDonalds!"
Waaaah!!! Why do problems suddenly appear?!?! Every time R and I are near to each other... what the shit is happening. We always encounter problems every time we're together. *cries* Once , It comes to my mind that we're not meant to be. Coz' we always have fight or misunderstandings. But I don't think that way, I just pray to God and tell Him.. "God, I know you'e just giving us problems and trials, so that our relationship will be more stronger and tough to be torn apart. But please, please give R and I more strength to face these challenges that you have given us. " Whew! That's a prayer to God. Hehehe! Could you believe that I can be a dramatic person?!?! Nyweiz,... what's with McDonalds. This is how the story goes... It's Friday right? In the afternoon, R and I went to warpoint to play counter-strike. But the whole computer station was being conquered by many people, I mean there are no more computer slots to accommodate us. Aiun, so we decided to go to McDonalds and make "pahangin" there coz it's so hot in the warpoint. So, I decided to buy a food coz' I was really hungry. When I went downstairs to buy a food, he didn't noticed that I went down. He thought that I got mad and left him, but he didn't noticed that I left my bag at the bench that we're occupying. When he went down, I noticed that he didn't bring my bag, so, one word came out of my mouth... "oh?!?!". That's it, then I went upstairs to get my bag. When I was walking down the stairs, I told him, "uuwi na ko." I thought he would follow me, but he didn't. instead, he went home too. You know guyz, it's just one thing that came into my mind. Why didn't he follow me? Is it because he doesn't love me anymore or he doesn't care anymore about me?... When I was walking, I decided to go back to school. When I was walking, tears suddenly fell into my eyes. I look at my back twice to see if he is following me, but I didn't saw him even his shadows... (whatta deep word!!!) aiun. R and I talked on the phone in the evening to fixed this damn problem. Still it was fixed... hehehe! Problems are coming my way...

update#4: "8/27 It’s bro's big party ever!'
In the morning I went to U.P. to watch "Noli Me Tangere". I’m not in the mood coz' mom didn't give me any baon. Whaaaa!!! Aiun. After that R and I are planning to play counter-strike after his class. But mom, texted me that I should go home early because she and our helper are really tired and besides, I have to clean the house before the visitors arrive... so I have to go home early. My kada is going to gateway that time, and they're inviting me to come. But I said I can't because I really have to go home coz' I have to help mom at home in preparing for bro's party later. R and I didn't play c.s. because of that matter. Haaaay!!! But the party was great and nice. We sing, and dance... It's really fun.=)

update#5: "8/28 Grandpa's death anniversary"
I'm really tired this day. We went to Pampanga, coz' we have to. Hahaha!!! It's Grandpa's death anniversary on my father's side. At last, I saw my favorite cousin "Gel"... I really miss him so much. When we're talking about some stuffs, I share to him about R. I told him that I want to tell mom and dad about R but I'm getting confused because they might separate us. But he told me to explain it very clear to them and I should tell it to my brothers. So I would have alliance... wahahaha!!!=) aiun. Though I got tired, I did have fun. Of corz my cousin was their, which made me more happy that time.

update#6: "8/29 The truth about love"
R and I watched the movie "The truth about love". The movie is about married couples. The guy doesn't want to have a sexual intercourse with his wife. It's not that the guy doesn't want, it's just when they're gonna do it already, and many important things come up. That's why the wife consulted her friend about her husband how to make love with her husband. The movie was great! I recommend you guyz to watch it! Hehehe...=) When R and I are going home already. I had a bad mood, coz' why do we have to leave the mall that early. His mom wants him to go home early coz' they're going to bring his brother to the hospital due to his high fever. I told myself that I should understand why we have to leave early. After that, I told him that I'm really sorry for my attitude lately... aiun. Hehehe!=) so many things really happened this day.

So that's happened to me for the whole day. Too busy to update my blog. Sorry ha?!... Take care guyz...=)
.ice8tin.

blogging starts me again.

2005-08-24T12:14:00.000+09:00

uhmm,.. what should i say?!?! aiun, blogging starts me again, i mean, i started blogging again. coz' i told myself that i should keep a record or maybe a diary about my extra super duper special moments of my life. nyahaha!!!

actually, this day was kinda happy! lolx! im always happy...=) when i wake up early in the morning, i was in the mood to go to school, and i don't know why. it seems like something will happen, and it's something GOOD! haha! i was not even late in our flag ceremony. while in my subjetcs, i do my work hard and i take my m.a.'s that i should take to finish up my modules right away. in the afternoon, i had fun with my "b.e.c. kasambahays", it's because of one person, and it's "ms. visayas laguna claire kildoyl" (is my spelling right? i think so). so what's about isay?!... well you know, she's the only person who keeps on talking to me while the animators are talking, she's the only person who slaps my face but not that too hard and she's the only person who keeps on writing on my paper the damn word "sexy"!!! see how "kulit" isay is? but if you will just take time to know isay, you will be very glad and thankful that you have known such a nice person. aiun! that's about my happenings lately in school. when it's our dismissal, stephanie came to me and told me that jomel, our close friend (ka-tropa) from new jersey, is already here in the philippines. when i heard that, i was kinda in a state of shock coz' i couldn't believe that jomel is already here in the philippines and besides that, he's coming to school. i was thinking twice if i could see him because i already when outside the school with ryan, supposed to be they're going to drop me at sto. domingo, but they forgot to drop me their, so i just went inside the school again. and when i went to our so called "tambayan" the side of the gym, i saw a guy wearing a shades and tan in color, when i came closer, he approach me and then the "kwentuhan" started their. he both treat stephanie and i in the canteen, we chit-chat their for awhile, then afterwards we went to warpoint to play c.s. i already arrived at home at exactly 7:00.

whew!!! this is a very tiring day but a happy one, not just because my dear friend jomel has already arrived but because me and my baby is in a good condition. hehehe! not literally baby huh!? na bata... aiun. im soo, soooo happy that we're in a good relationship. i just wish that arguements will be lessen this time. im really really afraid to lose him. he's the only one who brings happiness to my everday life. he's the one where i get my strength to face all of my problems and fears. baby if you're reading this, i just want you to know that im so thankful to God for giving you to me. you just don't know how much you really mean to me. i love you so much baby!!!=) don't change and never let go!... mwuah!
.ice8tin.